#i think partially because it alleviates the stomachaches from anxiety bc I'm not panicking constantly

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remeron my fucking beloved

#I've been taking it mostly for anxiety #and holy fucking goddamn shit i have never had a medication just WORK so quickly i am shocked and fucking DELIGHTED #and it's helping SO FUCKING MUCH with eating????????? #i think partially because it alleviates the stomachaches from anxiety bc I'm not panicking constantly #but also it's supposed to help stimulate your appetite? i think? #and so fucking often i would just Not Be Hungry like all the time i just wouldn't eat bc i just. wasnt hungry? #but now im. definitely getting hungry when I need to and way more often #and I'm not getting that sense of If I Dont Eat The Food Im Craving I Just Wont Eat feeling as often anymore #where my brain just gives me a brick wall where we can't get a food but it's the only thing my brain will allow us to even put in the mouth #anything else is Bad i need That One Thing or at least a very close substitute #but now I'm more. idk the word for it. loosey goosey. I'm more open to eating more different foods every day #and every time i have a period of time where I'm off my pills bc i can't get a refill until monday or smthn #i NOTICE the difference like it is clear as day #i get way more angry and i get way more anxious and i stop eating when I'm off the meds #but when I'm on them i feel BETTER. like it's definitely not perfect but holy shit i can actually kind of function now 😭