#i think im gonna do myself a favor and stop overburdening myself with work once im done with this project i have to turn in on march

[strike-another-match]

my brain is broken broken i literally just had the thought that im looking forward to hearing the christmas music this year. girl its january 2nd go see a neurologist

#i joke a lot about having no concept of time but sometimes it is actually a bit scary #i want to chalk it up to the fact that i normally spend holiday periods working on projects so i dont participate in celebrations much #i think im gonna do myself a favor and stop overburdening myself with work once im done with this project i have to turn in on march #i do wanna pass my uni classes in september too but once thats over i wont sign up for more stuff to do outside of work #for a couple years at least #or my head is gonna explode #do you want a me/cfs relapse? this is how you get a me/cfs relapse #hell maybe ill even take a year off work in 2026 #to do fuck all and just recover mentally from what the last few years have been #when i say i havent stopped for a minute i mean it #my job has never crunched me im just incapable of not filling every waking hour with projects classes and stuff #its on me 100% i need to stop