#i still need to read like two ritsu chapters in chinese that i’m behind on bc i’m a monolingual hater

[asakamasanobu]

i should honestly start paying some kind of therapist royalties to nakamura for all she has unwittingly done for my mental health omfg ….. i don’t think i could’ve made it through this week without her (and . and many similar weeks)

#this is so facking embarrassing after i just wrote in my asaka post that i haven’t had a mental breakdown this year #like famous last words! boom! you’re gonna get mildly traumatised by someone’s actions in the middle of finals! #which is fun and all bc now i have another ricchan-esque experience under my belt even tho i did not WANT #ANY MORE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT FOR ME WHATTHDKDHDJ THE FUCK #but i am doing kinda better now! still having mental illness tummy problems and loss of appetite but at least i’m not doing a voms #what have i been doing to therapise myself ….. i binged a bunch of old ricchan chapters <3 and then also watched 3 episodes of the anime <3 #really want to rewatch the whole thing again but i can’t when it’s finals LOL so i guess this means dec will be another ritsumas for me ! #somehow i always fall back into my ritsu habits when it’s nov/dec wghsjdhsj wtf is up with me in the holidays #and i’ve also been rereading the whole of yokozawa no baai ……. those novels actually come with like #therapist certificates i swear like they are the best pieces of literature ever #i have so many thoughts about them again i should dump them out here soon after finals! ehe! #plus my heart attack when they went poof but all is well again ….. would not have made it to today without them omfg #ok but yes that is all that is going on in my life …… many many things! and i will inevitably pop back here again soon i guess #i still need to read like two ritsu chapters in chinese that i’m behind on bc i’m a monolingual hater #bwehhhHh bweh