#i spent exactly two (2) seconds in total silence when my wifi temporarily cut out earlier and instantly felt miserable

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

ah. the loneliness is setting in once again

#head in hands #it hadnt even been a week yet.......... cringe fail brain cant function properly !!@ #i spent exactly two (2) seconds in total silence when my wifi temporarily cut out earlier and instantly felt miserable #i miss my puppyyyyyyyyy i miss him so muchhhh #hoping work fixes this by making me be around other people for 8 hours and also like. keeping me occupied for 8 hrs #ive reached the point where like. i need 2 keep being busy. but all the things i need 2 do sound soooooo unappealing #i do not want to organize things anymore. i do not want to hang stuff on the walls anymore. #like i do want to do those things so my brain feels better about the space im living in. i know they Need to be done. but also. i dont wanns #anyway. im doing ok im doing fine i promise. i just miss my dog #and all my watch later videos on yt are like an hour+ long and are not holding my attention very well