#i should'nt even be a friend in my state of being

[dr-liara-tsoni]

This song has kept my millions of scattered pieces together. Still trying to finish the puzzle but this and their "Skin of My Teeth" have kept me in check. I'm not alone. Not that they'd ever know how much they've helped me through a HUGE chunk of my life... As they have so many others. I missed the rock and roll Demi. Their ability to connect through lyrics and music production is... It blows my mind. Many may not know... actually no one knows. I am an alcoholic. I barely drink anymore. But a prominent Non-binary figure with similar views of my own sexuality that I can relate to due to life circumstances.... They’ve touched the deepest part of my heart. Hey Demi, marry me?

#i'm sobbing my eyes out downing a bottle of some high quality wine from south africa and smoking weed and I'm just. #i'm such a fucking hypocrite and the last person who should be around her in any 'friendship' level lolololol #why does she save me from killing myself so much??? #should i send her fanmail? hahahaha #i wanna try shrooms is that a Next Gateway drug after weed? #i should'nt even be a friend in my state of being #also she's three years older than me??? i thought she was just a year older #well ariana is 2 years older than me so... #I thin k I am truly attracted to femme women or femme expressing non-binary people (does that defeat the purpose of nb???) #If I could SHOVE MY HEAD IN THE GROUND LIKE AN OSTRICH IT WOULD BE NOISE CANCELING AND... #i might be able to finish some major projects i have... #anyways yeah! #not gonna tag this 'cause I'm sure it's alreaady posted somewhere... but yeah #ffr #omfg #fave #shti i'm still fucking u pp ronouns #I MESSED UP A LOT I'M SORRY #tunes #demi lovato #Spotify