#i oughta learn to ride a bike and get decent with it at least.

[limewatt]

i wanna learn how to rollerblade…

#it’s sick as hell and seems easier than skateboarding #first i think i should remedy being so scared of bikes or ice skating #those are more accessible to me and i still don’t know how to #ice skating in particular seems like it would be apt to try to be able to do before seriously considering rollerblading #esp as the weather gets colder and rinks/park ‘ponds’ start opening up #i oughta learn to ride a bike and get decent with it at least. #riding a bike in general is scary but the main thing that always scared me is the expectation that id then need to actually ride it around #like hell i’m riding it as transport!! there’s fucking cars!! like hell i wanna be a fucking cyclist HERE #i would ride it on grass in parks :) and it would be so scary. #why do i think in-line skates would be any percent easier or safer #i have got to stop living a completely sedentary life though and in-line skates look more fun that walking #but also i am too scared to walk #i cannot keep living life in constant fear!!!!!! i will though. #such a shame i was cursed with extreme cowardice #can’t my impulsive tendencies overcome my cowardice for a good reason. #god the fact that you have gotta try and take baby steps even when you’re scared is so fucked up. i am so scared of everything all the time. #whatever!!! i have to try!!! i hafta try!!! i hafta try!!! i hafta try!!! that’s all that truly matters in the end!!! i have to fucking try! #man in-line skates are so fucking cool #all those action sports like skateboarding and parkour and inline skating are sick as hell #the barrier for the extreme shit is way way too high for me but gliding around on in-line skates seems like something that’s doable someday #lets hope