#i need to finish [IMPORTANT TASK] so i can start using dating apps. or someting. im dying

[shvr]

age 23 ego death real

#realizing + accepting i am bisexual really did a number on my whole self and identity considering i was pretty attached to the lesbian label #gender and all #im still nb but now i feel like i have to re-examine my relationship to masculinity and femininity and the gender binary AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! #WHEN WILL IT END!!!! I WANT STABILITY!!!!!!! #(i am 24 btw but this started before my birthday) #anyway i think the dude im into isnt into me in the same way. shame. well theres other men #and women. i love women but some part of me believes im not appealing to them #(its not true i have rizz i just havent been into any of the girls that have been into me. and im so damn autistic abt flirting) #i need to finish [IMPORTANT TASK] so i can start using dating apps. or someting. im dying #what was my personal tag again