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#i need praise all the time and im always tured and the slightest bit of affection makes me want to sob
shunukitrash
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Ah, yes, time for a late night vent
#vent
#i hate crowded places
#today i went to the boardwalk with mom and my stepdad and i couldn't even enjoy it
#because i kept noticing all the couples
#all the happy young friend groups
#im only 20
#an i feel like my youth has been completely wasted and theres nothing left for me
#im 20 and i feel lonely in crowds because everyone has someone and im just a stranger
#im 20 and i dont know whats wrong with my brain
#i need praise all the time and im always tured and the slightest bit of affection makes me want to sob
#theres something seriously wrong with me
#i miss my friends
#highschool was hell but at least we were together all the time
#im so scared to bother them over the phone
#and hanging out is hard cause im the only one who doesnt jave a liscence
#amd now one of my friends lives all the way across the country
#i also hold grudges for too long
#im still mad about shit that happened 4-6 years ago
#i hate thinking im over something and it pops back up
#i hate being like this
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