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#i miss my bff so so much. so much. i got his birthday card today and I’m gonna send him stuff in the mail
werebutch · 1 year
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Feeling so depressed lately but not kms depressed yet just I don’t want to do anything ever. I draw or write bc it keeps me distracted but really all I want is time to pass so I can be tired and go to sleep. I just don’t have any interest in anything atm and like it’s fine it will go away but it sux while it’s happening.. I’ve also been so bad with replying to people erm even my bff so I’m sorry if ur one of them . I’m just going kind of crazy because of a lot of things going on. I’m also very lonely and I don’t see my friends anymore at all. I think the last time I saw my friends from school was literally graduation in June or whatever. And then my bff in September. I like to pretend it’s fine bc I’m best friends w my siblings anyway but it still hurts and I feel like the biggest loser on earth bc of it. I’ve decided I’m not starting school this semester and instead just waiting until fall again so I really need to get involved in something social because I CANNOT wait that long. I’m so anxious about everything so I don’t do that which makes me, again, feel like a huge loser. Every bad thing feels like the worst pain I’ve ever felt but it’s literally normal stuff going on and I’ve been thru way way worse… but ugh. I’m so lonely I don’t think everything else would be half as bad if I wasn’t so lonely. I practically lived at my friends house and my school throughout HS and it’s so weird now to just. Not see anyone literally ever besides like. My sisters’ friends. :( I know eventually my life will move on and I won’t have these problems anymore but it hurts while it’s happening you know. Idk. I just feel like a loser a failure etc. and well it’s not like I’m not those things right now. Someday it will change probably. But I have to make it change. And that’s what’s wrong I guess. Does any of that even make sense
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nityarawal · 6 months
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Sent to new fake boss on chauffer bad check scam at PNC bank & BBVA artificial Intelligence Centers.
To my family after the 6 year apartheid war. 
Do you care? Lol
Probably not. 
But this is reason to work. 
Do you have kids?
Peace,
Nitya
#4BillionMothersStrong 
Going to bed for first night in my art shack! Laundry clean! 
Wish you were here! I love you! Xo
Nitya
PS Mom- There's another 1 bedroom available for $500. 
Would you be able to send Anj & Isha? He can have the bigger one or kids together? 
This can be moved next to it! 
Or we can make one bedrooms & one living quarters? 
Miss you! Xo 
Nitya
Hey y'all have you googled mom's name lately?
Mitra with Sun!
Wow- There's thousands of wonderful new stories since last we checked. Haydn didn't believe it meant Sun.
Isn't that bizarre someone who knows Farsi, studies planets, went to Iran etc would say something so dumb? He doesn't appreciate nor understand Persian poets either. Mind Boggling.
Bobba knows he's Varuna! Lol
Every Christmas the lovers celebrate their anniversary.
It's divine.
I miss you so much. Mitra got me.
Thankyou Mommy.
You know she's even compared to Christ? Some mythical jealousy with Mitraism.
A mystical knowing that rivaled Christianity.
We are so very lucky mom. I pray you're all feeling ok.
I enjoyed first night in my dressing trailer!(: 
It's getting very cute and I'm enjoying paint box possibilities.
I left a patched wall rustic with board and want to paint an American flag on it.(:
Swedes do these barn house style paintings that are really epic.
Helen's sis had one in the only black Swedish house in the village.
Do you remember?
Do you hear from any of my bffs & sisters.
Worried for Zivit.
Any news I'd be grateful for.
I lost touch with many loved ones in lame Facebook wars.
Elon has a divine new Joe Rogan pod f/ yesterday you must hear!
He's doing AI conference & praying he heard the prudes and our beloved family.
It was King Reza Shah's II birthday yesterday.
Great party.
Persians brought it celebrating their beloved King.
It felt like the globe danced and rejoiced for our lineage.
He's only leader never criticized.
Amazing.
Georgia says no American leader ever spoke to her so Elon finally gave their country Starlink.
That was nice.
We see it but only the privileged use it apparently in apartheid! LOL
Praying He's doing a savoy shuffle in UK and sorting it all out.
He seemed very strong. Did you know he does Jiu Jitsu?
Could Gracie studio help Isha get his rights back?
I was sad to see another 14yo boy- little Quazi- caged by Space x and estranged from mom in daddy detention; am worried Isha was sold out?
I don't appreciate the way Sunil Carved me out of my family. We are not for sale nor barter.
Justice is undoubtedly going to be served.
It gets worse with every passing moment.
Elon says the price just goes up.
Make today a peace day like everyday.
I love you so much. Can you send me pictures here?
Isn't there anyway for y'all to shake a dead woman's Gag orders and embrace freedom of speech? RIP Queen Elizabeth & Barracuda Mamma Lori Clark Viviano AKA Sharkbait. 
Amen. 
Look at Elon squirm with BBC pod next. 
They have terrorized us over lame religious shit we didn't even know of from Roman times.
It's a history of wars.
Is Sunil an existentialist?
I never fully understood his superstring theory.
Do you Isha?
Please look and let me know.
I think he probably is.
Do you remember when he'd set up little villages of cards in living room; and video while Romeo knocked them down to find the treats?
There's lots of ways you can groom in war.
It's just not the Huntley way.
I don't believe it was Gautama's way of the Rawal Gotra either. Buddha loves his mom so much and is overflowing with Empathy and compassion.
We've all cried and Sung you home.
Megxit home.
Reza home.
Do you want to visit today and trick or treat?
I want to play Halloween; hug/eat and celebrate with my beloved family. 
Norooz.
It's sad Britney and her family broke. Praying they forgive each other- for her heart and everyone's involved.
Between us all, we've probably been targeted by over a million Jewish attys capitalizing on our family. 
We must always trust our enlightened elders.
That's why what Sunil did was a mind "F." ):
I'm sorry.
I know it wasn't good for anyone's Psyche.
Come home.
Shall we tie up the other trailer?
It's just for now.
Hopefully Elon really will get Reparations.
I'm grateful for all the time I have to enjoy the globe, you, and choose to enjoy it.
Maybe it's rude to laugh in face of tragedy; rude to defy cancer; disobedient to angry British leaders in rages over silencing for their organized criminals kink…..
I really feel Elon could rise through this. Please hold him in light of your heart. I just want the microcosm to reflect what my family can create. 
Jyoti Nitya
Light Eternal
Mitra Nitya
Friend Eternal 
Anjali Nitya
Grace; Offering To God Eternal
And grateful for our mighty Varuna Eternal. 
Ja Nitya 
We are a Tribe of peace, light and love. 
Prosperity is Gravy. 
I feel I paid more for Twitter's freedom of speech on X than anything in my life as a citizen journalist. I had to. For the word. It's very important to us. Vows. Faith. Simple human structure honoring heart values. Lovers. Boppa doesn't believe in divorce. Nor do I. It's Barbaric for one's soul. I'm sorry. Forgive me. Please. 
$44b wasn't what it really cost & I think Elon gets that.
We all worked.
Got taxed in alienation warfare. 
Every home I had was raided by Nazi Sheriff on bribes.
It was creepy.
I never broke the law. 
My job is to be a mom, a full disclosure journalist and realtor. The word means more to me than the buck. That's rare. 
I might not look like Miss Ambition but it's because priority of my life is you. To some being a mom might not bring the Britney billions they want to tax our family with. 
As far as I'm concerned my billions are voting in an arena of violence we don't appreciate. 
Return all. Elon knows this is on to-do list. 
We won't have blood money on our hands. 
We worked to hard as yogis to allow Sunil Rawal to violate our sacred family. 
My stomach is actually quaking at what nasty things hrs done. Let it go. It's just not worth it. We choose love. With you. Every day.
Every minute. 
Mitra Nitya is the eternal friend. 
We all know that's true. 
We all will be paid.
I got my X tip button. (:
This won't ever happen to another family on my time or dime. 
4 billion mothers are strong.
Peace. 
Merci,
Hugs. Xo
With all Love,
Mom
Nitya Eternal 
#4BillionMothersStrong 
(Mitra Moezzi's daughter of the Persian Qajar dynasty.)
Mom- Whom I miss with all my heart. Shouldn't we all have access to the psyche geniuses of our era? Especially loved ones. I know so many people have suffered.
(Peace is so much easier. Royals are fun and I feel lucky to be half princess getting a little crumb of respect in Woman Life Freedom Baraye Global awakening about apartheid in Tehrangeles regions too.)
"In the end, all debts must be paid, just a question of when. Later makes it worse."
| Elon Musk
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rkived · 3 years
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━ CHASING PAVEMENTS 04 │ JJK
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↳ PAIRING: dad!jk/married!jk/bff!jk x reader 
↳ GENRE/TAGS: f2l, angst, unrequited feelings, cheating, future smut
↳ WARNINGS: (for this chapter) angst as per usual what’s new, jk is sad, reader is sad, sunhi is sad, everyone’s just SAD
↳ RATING: (for this chapter) PG
↳ WORD COUNT: 4k 
↳ SYNOPSIS: Jungkook’s been feeling a little weird lately. Maybe it’s got something to do with his crumbling marriage and the way you seem to care for his daughter more than his own wife.
↳ A/N: ehem let’s pretend like i didn’t ghost this story for like half a year aha i’ve written more than this for cp but i decided to just divide it and leave the juicy stuff for the last chapter !! sorry for making u wait so long </3 anyway hope u enjoy still n i’ll see u in a couple months for the final chapter of cp!! (i’m jking…..or am i?)
01 02 03 04 05 (coming soon)
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Minji thinks you’re starting to get better. 
Well, she hopes you are because it’s been two months since you broke the news on her and anyone would think that’d it be long forgotten by now. She tries to stop as often as she can to check up on you, even though you assure her that you’re fine and that a simple text would suffice instead of having her come over every day in between. 
Which is why she’s unsure if giving you the invitation Jungkook had handed her about two weeks ago was a good idea, considering that it’s been a few days since you had last even mentioned him to her like you usually did before. In fact, today you look like you’re at peace for the very first time.
‘‘I did yoga!’’ You explain when she mentions that you look different, ‘‘I still can’t face going back to Namjoon’s class, but I remember a ton of positions he taught us!’’ 
Minji has to force herself to smile, her hand lingers inside the purse she’s carrying as her fingers fiddle with the cardstock paper waiting patiently to be handed. 
‘‘And then I stopped for some yogurt at the place down the─’’
‘‘I need to give this to you,’’ Minji stops your ramble and you’re taken aback by how urgent her voice sounds, very unlike her. ‘‘I promised I’d get this to you, so…’’ 
You’re about to ask her what she’s on about when she abruptly hands what you could make out to be a colorful piece of paper. Your eyebrows furrowed at the sight, completely confused until it suddenly hit you what it is that your friend’s talking about.
‘‘How did you─?’’ 
Minji gives you half a smile and shakes her hand so you can take the card instead of just staring at it, ‘‘Just─take it.’’
Your hand reaches out to grab it from her and your eyes quickly focus on the unicorn and sparkles themed birthday invite. It reads that it’s Sunhi’s birthday and that you are invited! You recognize the handwriting that filled the party’s information details, you always thought he had really nice penmanship. 
‘‘I think you should go,’’ Minji’s voice sounds like she’s faraway, but she’s just a few feet away from you, ‘‘for Sunhi.’’ 
You’re still staring at the invitation, memorizing every single detail. There’s so many unicorns, when did she start liking the mythical creature? She had never mentioned a liking towards them to you ever. You assume it must’ve happened during these few months of your absence.
How many moments have you missed? How many unanswered questions must Sunhi have by now? How many new toys has she had to wait to show you? How many kindergarten stories has she been saving to tell you? 
You’ve been counting. Sixty days have passed since you last saw Sunhi. It’s been seven Fridays since you last had her in your arms. 
Sixty days and seven Fridays since you kissed Jungkook. Fifty-nine days since you blocked him. 
Minji is still waiting for any sort of reaction from you. You’re stoically analyzing the piece of paper and she wonders what is it that you’re thinking or feeling. Is it good, bad or all in one? Whatever it is, her small deed is done. 
‘‘Y/N?’’ She calls out, you slowly nod and take your eyes from the invitation from the first time since she gave it to you. ‘‘Do you mind if I go? I have some stuff to─’’
A small gasp escapes your lips, ‘‘Yes Minji, of course!’’ Your friend smiles slightly and you proceed to escort her out your apartment. She actually doesn’t have anything to do, but she thinks it’s best if you get some space to take everything in. 
Minji notices how you’re still holding on to the birthday invite and she has to suppress a chuckle because she knows you’re most likely doing this absentmindedly. 
Before you’re able to thank her for coming, she stops you to say one last thing. ‘‘If you don’t want to go, then don’t,’’ she begins and your eyebrows raise at your friend’s comment. ‘‘Whatever it is that you decide on doing, I’ll support you either way,’’ Minji offers you a genuine smile and you can’t help but hug her tightly.
You’re alone again. Loneliness has come in waves as of lately. You’ve lived alone for years now, you’re used to being the only person present in your apartment ─ but that fact hasn’t felt more obvious than since you shunned Jungkook out. 
Good days eventually turn sour. The times where it seems like you can go on about your life without thinking about him and what he might be up to quickly change because your mind makes you feel bad about feeling good. 
Why did you cut him off knowing his daughter idolizes you like no other? Why did you selfishly decide to block him when you could’ve just talked it out? Why didn’t you stop him that night if you knew things would change between you two? Why did you let him kiss you knowing it was going to hurt in the end?
You know Sunhi’s fourth birthday is coming up. It’s one of those dates you can’t simply forget, it comes naturally to you. You had settled with the idea that you weren’t going to be invited this time around, it would’ve been okay since you think it’s what you deserve anyway. If Jungkook had taken you off the guest list, he was in his total right to do so. 
You want to be mad at him right now.
Why would he invite you? Why couldn’t he just leave things the way they were? You wish you were angry, but you’re not. You feel slightly comforted with the fact that he had decided to include you even with everything that went down. In fact, not inviting you would’ve been selfish knowing that Sunhi must want you there. 
And if the invitation wasn’t enough of a sign that you should go, two days ago you got an email that the gift you had preordered for Sunhi some time ago was on its way to your place. Just in time for her birthday party. 
That’s life for you. 
You’re quick to remind yourself of Minji’s last words to you. You’re not obligated to go and if you don’t want to, then you don’t have to. But you’d be lying if you said that because you really want to go, but there’s still some things that are holding you back. Your brain starts breaking down the pros and cons of going. 
The pros: You’d get to see Sunhi again, who you missed terribly and a tiny part of you was wishing that she didn’t hate you for suddenly leaving. It’s too much to ask for, but you do hope that Jungkook had come up with something instead of telling her upfront that you had left. 
The cons: You’d have to see Jungkook. Having to face the awkwardness of knowing you had blocked his number, prohibiting him from contacting you and discussing what happened like adults would do. 
Oh, and you’d see Jiwoo too and pretend like you didn’t have any romantic feelings for her husband. 
Whatever decision it is, you’d only have two days to decide.
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Jungkook smiled warmly as he looked at Sunhi twirling in her green and purple dress in front of the long length mirror in his bedroom. Ever since he got the garment in the mail, he had to hide it from her curious hands because if it were up to her she’d be wearing it day and night. 
‘‘Daddy, I look so cute!’’ Sunhi said with an excited tone, hopping in her place. The tull of her skirt followed her movements, making the glittery details sparkle brightly caused by the natural sunlight slipping through the curtain cracks. 
He chuckled, ‘‘You do, Pumpkin, but you need to settle down.’’ Jungkook placed his hands on her tiny shoulders, making his daughter’s bouncing cease. ‘‘You gotta be fully energized for the party, alright?’’ She nodded quickly, but he could still feel the excitement radiate from her. 
‘‘Gramma will do my braid, daddy.’’ Sunhi let him know once she noticed her father take a brush in his hand. The little girl much rather have her hair tangled in knots than having him attempt to do any sort of hairstyles on her. 
Jungkook pouts, but nods understanding. He’s thankful that his parents had made the trip from Busan this year. He knows his mother knew he would have a hard time setting everything up by himself this time around. His parents would normally miss Sunhi’s parties due to the distance, but he’d make it up to them by visiting the following weekend and doing a smaller gathering at their house instead. 
Things feel different. One could say that this time, everything is exactly where it should be. Sunhi’s growing older, his parents are here and not far away like usual, Jiwoo’s no longer in the picture, he’s picking back up the things that used to make him happy. There’s just a missing piece that doesn’t allow him to declare the puzzle’s finished.
And his daughter hasn’t really been helpful in allowing him to forget about it either. 
‘‘Daddy, is Auntie Y/N going to come?’’ She asked for what seemed the thousandth time that week alone. The younger girl only wanted to make sure you’re coming even though her father had reassured her that you might be making an appearance. 
Jungkook hummed, pursing his lips together, ‘‘Well, I don’t know if Auntie Y/N will manage to catch her flight in time for your party, but hopefully she’ll come,’’ he painfully lied and Sunhi nodded with a pout, she was hoping she’d get a different answer this time around, but still settles with her father’s explanation. 
Ever since you left, it had been part of her daily routine to ask about you and your whereabouts. Jungkook hated lying to his daughter, but he knew that even if he were to explain the ending of your friendship, she wouldn’t be able to understand. He had foolishly hoped that after telling her, repeatedly, that you had been out of the country because of your job, Sunhi would get the clue that you showing up at her birthday party was very unlikely. 
He can’t blame her because he’s also been hoping that you’ll show up for whatever reason. Jungkook’s aware that Minji had made no promises of you attending, but that little bit of faith he still had, clung onto you tightly. 
He’s let go of so many things recently, but he refuses to add you to that painful list. 
‘‘I miss Auntie Y/N,’’ Sunhi mumbled to herself, but Jungkook heard her clearly and his heart shattered at the longing in his daughter’s voice.
That’s why he’s relieved that she’s now running around the yard with her friends from the kindergarten she attends, screaming in glee as they all chase each other around the grass. The PinkFong playlist he had put together earlier that week has been a hit with the children, who danced and sang along to the lyrics; although some parents might’ve gotten tired of hearing the infantile music after a while. Jungkook himself is part of the people who much rather listen to something else, but it’s worth it if it means he catches Sunhi humming along to the tunes every once in a while. 
Having to entertain the parents has taken his mind off of knowing you’re not there. The party started two hours ago and you’re never late for anything, especially his daughter’s birthday celebrations. He’s settling with the idea that you’re no longer coming while he dabbles in serving food and refilling drinks, all the while having to make conversation with the parents of the invited kids. 
He can feel just how bad they feel for him, the word’s gotten around the PTA committee that he’s in the process of divorcing while taking full custody of his daughter.
‘‘Jungkook, how are you doing?’’ One of the invited moms asked him with a tactful tone, accompanied by a gentle smile that made him feel like a child for a mere moment. With a smile that could put anyone’s worries at ease, Jungkook assured her ─and the rest of the worrying mothers─ that he was doing just fine. 
It’s Sunhi’s day, it’s her party, a few more hours and you can cry all about it when she’s sleeping, had become his mantra as the party goes on.
‘‘What���s with the long face?’’ His mother suddenly asks him after he finishes placing the candles on Sunhi’s unicorn themed cake. 
Jungkook furrows his brows, ‘‘The unicorn’s face looks pretty alright to me,’’ he comments looking at the fondant shaped mythical creature at the top of the cake. 
Mrs. Jeon rolls her eyes, shaking her head slightly at his son’s obliviousness, ‘‘I’m talking about your long face. Is everything alright?’’ She asks in genuine concern, making him sigh as he scratches the back of his neck. ‘‘It’s not because of Jiwoo, right?’’ The woman cautiously asks, afraid the mention of her son’s ex partner might be too sensitive.
The news of the divorce had surprised his parents, but they weren’t completely heartbroken about it. They had known her for years, but it had never been a close relationship at that. His mother had made a couple of comments here and there before concerning his ex partner’s behavior, but were always overlooked by Jungkook.  
Jungkook’s eyebrows raise in surprise and he quickly shakes his head no, ‘‘I’m fine, mom. I’m just kinda tired.’’ 
For someone who hates lying, he’s been doing it a lot recently. 
His mother doesn’t seem so sure about his answer, but decides not to interrogate him any further since she knows her son has been dealing with too much recently and she didn’t want to add her nagging to the list. 
Eventually the party guests all sing happy birthday to Sunhi as she sits behind her cake clapping alongside them, mumbling the famous song as she waits for everyone to finish so she can blow the four candles out and make a wish. She closes her eyes with force, putting her hands together as the guests watch her silently mouth words out. 
‘‘What did you wish for, Sunhi?’’ One of the kids excitedly asks her, fingers curling around her arm as he waits for her to answer. 
Sunhi hmphs and turns her face away from him, ‘‘If I say it out loud it won’t come true!’’ 
Jungkook can only hope his daughter had asked for something he’s able to buy. The newest Barbie doll, a trip to the zoo, that pretty tutu she saw at the store. Anything that is at arm’s reach from him to give her. But Jungkook knows his daughter all too well, those things don’t really matter to her right now. 
Sunhi’s wish is something he can’t obtain ─ someone that’s no longer a call away from him. His daughter doesn’t know, but he’s wished for the same thing too. 
You to come back. 
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The small pieces of confetti on the ground, paper decorations pasted on the wall and hanging from the ceiling of the house are enough to give away that a party had happened the day before, and that someone had been too tired by the end of it to even attempt to clean up. 
Even the thought of having to deal with all of the mess that his living room currently looks like is already making Jungkook regret not accepting his mother’s willingness to help after the party had ended yesterday, assuring her that she had done enough that day and that it was only fair he took care of the cleaning. 
Sunhi’s birthday had gone smoothly for the most part.
And as Jungkook scrolls through his phone’s gallery, smiling warmly at the small clips he managed to capture of his gleeful daughter running around the yard with her friends and the multitude of pictures his mother took of her blowing the candles of the cake out, granted, majority of them blurry, he is reminded that, although the party had been a success, the aftermath hadn’t been as pretty.
The party was over when he started hearing the first goodbyes and thankful comments of the parents for inviting them over, wishing Sunhi a final happy birthday before they took their sleepy kids in their arms. He had hoped his daughter would be drained too, despite the amount of sugar she had a few hours before. 
‘‘Auntie Y/N didn’t come.’’ Sunhi had stated, a pout on her trembling lips as she looked up at her tired father. ‘‘Why didn’t she come?’’ She asked in genuine curiosity as her eyes started glossing with tears.
Jungkook sighed, ‘‘Pumpkin, I told you she’s not in town. I’m sorry she─’’ It didn’t matter what excuse he had given her, the waterworks had begun. He hadn’t seen his daughter cry like that in a long time and for a moment, he didn’t know what to do to get her to stop. 
Even if he tried to coax her with distractions, like the number of gifts she had received from the guests or telling her he’d let her have another slice of cake if she stopped crying. He knew that what his daughter wanted wasn’t toys or food. She wanted you. And as much as Jungkook wants you just as much, he’s lost on ways to make you come back. 
Sunhi cried for what seemed like hours, his parents had even tried to cheer the little girl up by promising to take her to their house the very next morning for the rest of the weekend, to which she merely nodded as she fell asleep from exhaustion on her father’s chest. 
He envied her as he remained awake for most of the night, tears streaming down his face as guilt ate him away for his daughter’s heartbreak. 
It’s his fault after all. 
Jungkook isn’t upset you didn’t show up, you didn’t have to. Not even Sunhi could make you come back. Selfishly kissing you that night had changed the course of your relationship forever and that meant that his daughter would have to pay for his wrongdoings. 
With the absence of Sunhi, he’s reminded of just how big his house feels when he’s by himself. Ever since Jiwoo moved out, the only company he’s had is that of his daughter and it’s more than enough. With her dancing around the hallways and singing songs to the top of her lungs, Jungkook doesn’t feel as lonely.
He must’ve missed the knocking at the door or the ringing doorbell ─if there even was one─ because of the earphones he had on while he swept the confetti paper scattered on the hardwood floor of his home because by the time he opens his door to get a run around the neighborhood, he notices there’s a gift placed in his front doorstep. 
Jungkook’s brows furrow with confusion, unsure of why it was there in the first place. He’s sure Sunhi had opened all of her gifts last night, lazily and not very excited about them after her big cry, but she had made sure to leave them all unwrapped.
The medium-sized box is wrapped with a white and pink polka-dot paper, a cute golden ribbon placed right in the middle of it. Jungkook picks it up, bringing it closer for better inspection. Maybe it was from one of the kids that couldn’t make it? Although, they could’ve just gave it to Sunhi when they saw her at school again.
His eyes widen and his heartbeat races up when he reads the sticker tag with the name of the person responsible for the gift. 
‘‘To: Sunhi ♡
From: Auntie Y/N’’
His eyes scan the tag over and over again, just to make sure he’s reading the name correctly. When he manages to take his attention away from it, he looks around the street in hopes that he’d find you. 
How long has this been out here? Could he have caught a glimpse of you had he been less distracted? 
Although it feels wrong to open his daughter’s gift without her consent, he feels the urgent need to peek at what’s inside. His mind even tries to reason with himself, telling him it’s probably only a doll or a clothing item, like the other gifts Sunhi had received from the birthday guests yesterday. 
With a click of his tongue, he forgoes doing the right thing and tells himself that he’ll just wrap the gift again before Sunhi comes back from his parent’s house. 
The cute wrapping paper is thrown over his shoulder carelessly as he quickly unveils a white cardboard box, tilting his head slightly at what could possibly be inside. When he takes the top off, a soft gasp escapes his lips. 
A pink and white digital camera aimed for children lies inside, there’s decorative paper placed around it and a note inside. Jungkook swallows the lump in his throat, taking it delicately in his hand as he reads the words written in the familiar handwriting that hasn’t changed from all those years back in college. 
‘‘Happy 4th birthday, Sunhi! Since you’re growing older, I wanted to gift you something different this year around. Your daddy loves taking videos and I thought you should start doing it too, maybe he’ll pick his camera back up again haha. I’m sorry I couldn’t be there to see you blow your candles out, I hope all your wishes come true! I love you and miss you so much, 
-Auntie Y/N’’
Jungkook blinks back the tears that had formed in the corners of his eyes. He places the note back inside the box and breathes in deeply, exhaling slowly as he stares at the gift. No one but you could come up with an idea like this. It hurts him, but he smiles slightly at your thoughtfulness. 
A different feeling arises inside him as he holds the gift in his hand, looking at it like this is the sign he had been sent from above. The last thread of his string of faith. He doesn’t even think twice, placing the gift gently inside and rushing to step outside to close the door. 
He’ll go on that run, just not around his neighborhood. 
As he runs past rows of houses and stores, the voice inside his head tries to tell him that he should think rationally. There’s a reason why you didn’t show up yesterday and another for you dropping the gift in front of his house without a sound. You don’t want to see him and yet he’s running straight towards you even if he knows this is hopeless. 
He manages to shut that voice off as he maintains his rapid pace, rushing past the rows of buildings he’s familiar with and the street names he’s memorized by now. It all feels so different when he’s not behind the wheel, he usually always has to depend on his GPS to help him reach places. Your address, though, is one he proudly knows by heart. 
As Jungkook stands outside your apartment building, he stares at it with the sound of his heart drumming inside his ears. Catching his breath, he’s reminded of the many times these past few months he’s been here, with Sunhi fast asleep in her car seat at the back. 
He always pictured going up, knocking at your door, and begging for forgiveness, all for you to turn him down in the end with a gut-wrenching I don’t want you in my life anymore and a door closing on his face. That’s why he always drove away, deciding that uncertainty is better than hearing you reject him.
This time, though, nervous and unsure as he usually is when he comes here, Jungkook breathes in deep and ignores the familiar knot formed inside his stomach. 
He decides that uncertainty isn’t a feeling he wishes upon you.
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Harry Styles - Birthday Surprises
Harry’s POV:
It’s been 3 months since I’ve seen her. 3 months since I’ve felt her lips on mine. 3 months since I’ve held her in my arms. 3 months since we’d watch movies until we’d fall asleep and wake up the next morning with the television still on. Yeah, we would FaceTime and call every day and text before, after and even during every show but it wasn’t the same. I wish she could be here with me on tour but she can’t. I can’t continue to ask her to come since she loves her job, so I have to suck it up until we’re done in 2 more months.
Y/n’s POV:
I can’t believe it’s only been 3 months since Harry left with the boys for their world tour. It’s felt like years. I knew Harry’s birthday was coming up so I’ve been chatting with Liam, Louis, Niall and Zayn about coming to LA which is where they will be performing on his birthday. I packed my bags and headed to the airport when I got an incoming call from Harry.
*Incoming Call from Baby 😘🥰😍😘*
Baby 😘🥰😍😘 - Hey Beautiful
Princess 👑 - Hey Hazza, how did the last concert go?
Baby 😘🥰😍😘 - It went great, afterwards at the meet and greet a group of fans gave me a bunch of cool presents which was amazing. They said to have a great birthday tomorrow.
Princess 👑 - Yeah, I wish I could be there with you but I sent a gift which the boys have helped with which I think you’re going to love.
Baby 😘🥰😍😘 - As long as I get a good long call from you that will be the best birthday present ever.
Princess 👑 - Of course but I think your present is a close second or even better than a call.
Baby 😘🥰😍😘 - Nothing is better than hearing your voice.
Princess 👑 - Yeah yeah, anyway, I have to get to work so I’ll call you tomorrow since you’ll be in the air by the time I get back.
Baby 😘🥰😍😘 - Ok, love you
Princess 👑 - Love you too 😘
*Call Ended*
Once the call was finished we arrived at the airport. I said goodbye to y/BFF/n who had offered to drop me off and headed in to get to your flight.
Time Skip to after plane ride
I hoped off the plane and went to baggage. After I collected my things I went out to meet Paul who came to pick me up. After a long car ride we arrived at the hotel. The boys made sure Harry was out of the hotel all day so he wouldn’t catch me.
Harry’s POV:
"Happy Birthday!" the boys screamed waking me up while jumping all over my bed. I laughed as they all eventually sat down.
"Thanks guys," I said with a fake smile on my face. I know I should be happy since its my birthday but I really wish I could see Y/n today.
"Come on, we've got a lot planned before the show tonight so lets get up and get moving," Niall screamed as he started running around and out the door.
"Okay okay, let me get dressed and I'll meet you guys in the lobby in 5,” I said as the other boys left the room. This is going to be a looooong day.
After breakfast the boys took me out for a day full of fun and excitement always trying to cheer me up. I continuously looked at my phone though to see if there was a call or message from Y/n, but every time I checked I was always disappointed. Did she forget? She should have rung by now. What if she rings during the concert?
“Hey, you okay Haz?” Louis asked as we were sat in the car on the way to the concert that afternoon.
“Not really, y/n should have rung by now. What if I miss her call because I’m on stage or...” I started ranting.
“You won’t miss her call Haz, and even if you do, just call her back. She’ll answer. I promise. Plus, she might just be busy if not asleep at the moment. You know how she loves to sleep in,” Louis said trying to calm me down. Well, it worked.
“You’re right, she probably is just asleep. If she still hasn’t called after the concert I’ll call her,” I said finally putting my phone in my pocket as the car came to a halt outside the stadium we were performing at.
“Okay, well let’s get this concert going,” Louis said as he got out of the car after the other boys.
Y/n’s POV:
After a few hours at my hotel unpacking and having a rest from the jet lag it was finally time to go to the boys concert. I packed my purse with my phone and other necessities as well as grabbed the bag with Harry’s Present in it then went out to the car that was going to take me to the stadium.
Once I arrived I quickly went back stage into a room that everyone knew Harry wouldn’t go to. As I entered I saw Zayn, Liam, Niall and Louis waiting in there.
“Y/N, you’re finally here,” Niall kind of shouted.
“Shhh you d*ckhead, do you want Harry to hear us?” Louis whisper-shouted at Niall hitting him lightly on the back of the head. I let out a giggle by how stupid they were.
“He’s on the other side of the stadium for his mic check. I think we’re good since they know y/n’s here now so they are keeping him there longer so we can talk!” Niall said normally.
“Well, that solves that. How’ve you been Y/n?” Liam asked ending the fight between Louis and Niall.
“I’m great thanks, how’s Harry been today?” I asked with a smile on my face thinking of my boyfriend who has not left my mind all day.
“He’s really sad since you haven’t called him yet. Louis had to lie and say you were probably still in bed,” Zayn said nudging Louis in the side.
“It’s past midday in London, why would I be still asleep?!?!” I asked sounding offended by their words.
“Well you sleep in very late!” Louis said in a way of being a joke.
“Well I don’t sleep in THAT late,” I said trying to defend myself even though I know he’s telling the truth and that I do sleep in that late.
“Whatever makes you sleep at night. And I guess in the day too,” Louis said laughing at me as me and the other boys joined in. Suddenly their stylist Lou rushed into the room.
“Boys, Harry’s just finished mic check so if you don’t want him to see Y/n til the show you better get back to the dressing room or be quiet,” Lou whispered quickly. The boys and I said goodbye until the show since it would look suspicious if they came back and forth to see me. Another stylist came in and did my hair and makeup so I would be stage presentable. They also gave me a short dark blue dress which matched the dark blue smoky eye makeup.
After a while Lou came back in saying the boys were just about to go on stage so I could come out to watch the concert until half way through when I would make my entrance. As soon as I saw Harry on the screen showing the stage I saw that he didn’t look like his regular self. He looked upset. I felt so bad since the boys told me he was sad because I hadn’t called him yet but by the third song he was jumping and having fun. After they sang ‘What makes you beautiful I was just out of sight off stage ready to enter as the boys started talking to the audience.
Harry’s POV:
As the concert was going I started to enjoy myself and just have fun. As I looked around the audience I saw lots of birthday signs and lots of cards and boxes were thrown on stage towards me for my birthday. Halfway through the concert we started talking to the fans.
“Vas Happening Everybody, how you doin tonight!!!” Zayn yelled out to the crowd which replied with a chorus of goods, greats and other yelling.
“That’s great to hear, now before we do anything else it’s a certain curly haired blokes birthday today, ain’t that right, Harry!” Liam said putting his arm around me laughing as I started blushing. I may be famous but I don’t always like the attention. It’s embarrassing sometimes. The crowd was cheering even louder than before with most people yelling happy birthday.
“Thanks Li,” I said finally looking up.
“Come on everyone let’s sing happy birthday to this cutie,” Louis said as he pinched my cheek. I lightly punched him in the stomach so he would stop. They then started to sing.
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR HAZZA/HARRY/HAZ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!” The crowd sang as I blushed harder at their love and support.
“Hip Hip” Niall started
“Hurray,” the audience responded.
“Hip Hip” Liam then said.
“Hurray,” the audience responded again
“Hip Hip” Zayn shouted.
“Hurray,” the audience responded a third time.
“Hip Hip” Louis finished
“Hurray,” the audience answered a final time. After that their were lots of cheers and claps until the other boys quietened down the audience. It became very quiet. More quiet then at any concert before.
“Us boys actually have a surprise present for Harry, come over here Haz,” Liam said as he and the other boys were in the middle of the stage. I curiously walked over to them not sure if I should be excited or scared about this ‘surprise’ as I know these boys will do anything to humiliate me.
“So, we know today has been kinda hard for you being away from your family but we know you also happen to miss your girlfriend y/n very much,” Louis started explaining as the audience awwwed at the word of me being sad. I had no idea where this would lead to.
“We have seen you continuously looking at your phone to see if you’ve had a call or text from her but there has been nothing all day,” Louis continued as I raised my eyebrow as to why they were bringing this up.
“And the reason behind that is that SHE HAS BEEN HERE ALL DAY WAITING TO SEE YOU, SO... Y/N COME ON OUT HERE....” Niall suddenly shouted as I turned around.
Y/N’s POV:
“And the reason behind that is that SHE HAS BEEN HERE ALL DAY WAITING TO SEE YOU, SO... Y/N COME ON OUT HERE....” Niall suddenly shouted as I stepped onto the stage the crowd screamed at the top of their lungs. Harry suddenly turned around and his mouth dropped. I ran towards him and jumped into his arms. He caught me and spun me in circles as he buried his head into my neck after a minute I pulled away from him and realised he was crying.
“OH MY GOD, HARRY I’M SO SORRY, I DIDN’T MEAN TO MAKE YOU CRY, IT’S OKAY,” I said drying his tears with my thumb.
“Nononono, I’m just crying because I’m so happy and excited you’re here. I can’t believe you’re actually here. How are you here?” He bombarded me with questions.
“You really think I would have missed you’re birthday?!?!” I said with my hands on my hips smiling up at him. He put his hands on my waist and pulled me into kiss him.
Harry’s POV:
As soon as I turned and saw her my mouth dropped open. She was in the most beautiful dress, she looked gorgeous. But all I could see was her beautiful y/e/c (your eye colour) eyes glistening under the stage lights. Suddenly I realised she was jumping into my arms. I buried my head it her neck as I spun her around eventually placing her on the ground. Even though she had heels on she was still shorter than me.I didn’t even realise I was crying until she pulled away to look at me.
“OH MY GOD, HARRY I’M SO SORRY, I DIDN’T MEAN TO MAKE YOU CRY, IT’S OKAY,” she said drying my tears with her thumb.
“Nononono, I’m just crying because I’m so happy and excited you’re here. I can’t believe you’re actually here. How are you here?” I bombarded her with questions.
“You really think I would have missed you’re birthday?!?!” She said with her hands on her hips smiling up at me. I quickly put my hands on her waist and pulled her into kiss me. The crowd went wild but I didn’t care because I had the one thing that was most important to me in the world. HER.
“I guess not?” I said after I pulled away. After another couple minutes she went backstage again so we could finish the concert but the whole time I was looking off to the side to her. I can’t believe she’s here. And she’s mine.
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How old is the last person you kissed? He just turned 24
Where does your best friend live?
In the same apartment I live in
What was the last thing you purchased? Food and wine in preparation for the snow storm
What kind of car do you drive? Tucson
How much gas is in your tank?
Close to a full tank as I got gas fairly recently
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Mom
How many people have you truly fallen IN love with? Eh...even though I’ve never been in a serious relationship where I’d introduce them as my boyfriend, Bren & I seemed pretty serious and given our history as friends prior to being a thing I reallllly fucking liked him.  I was also young and naive, so probably wasn’t in love
Do you do your own laundry? Sure do
Has anybody ever called you a tease? Yes
What about kinky? No
What’s your favorite bird?
I don’t have a favorite bird tbh
Have you ever been high? Nope
What are you wearing right now? Nirvana shirt and underwear
What color is your underwear? Maroon
What’s your favorite kind of sandwich?
Grilled cheese
Who did you last confide in? Britt
How many keys are on your keychain? Way too many...house key, mailbox key, car key, key to parents’ house, key to my old room, possibly filing cabinet key...I need to take some of those off
Does your car have an alarm?
Yes
What about your house? There’s a box in our front door that makes it seem like you could have an alarm but it’s not working and we’re cheap so we’re not going to pay to get it working lol
Where was your mom born? In NY
What is your significant other’s middle name? I’m single but I think the boy I like’s middle name is James? Def starts w a J.
Do you know how to tap dance? I took tap as a toddler but probably sucked as I was a toddler lol. Haven’t tried since then
What number does your area code start with? 5
Who were your last 4 missed calls?
Britt, Zoe, landlord, unknown number
Do you celebrate Valentine’s Day? I’ve never dated anyone over Valentine’s Day tbh.  Probably won’t be this year but you never know??? I think the boy I like likes me so I’m hopeful maybe something could happen soon
What color did you last paint your nails? They’re kind of a rosy color
Have you ever seen your siblings naked? Soooo my mom got remarried/I got step sibs when I was 15, and they were 15 and 18...so no lol that’d be so fucking weird
What can always make you feel better no matter what? Dogs
What did you last order from a restaurant? Caesar salad
And what restaurant was that from? A bougie restaurant in LA lol it was one of the cheapest things on the menu
How old are you? 24
Is it raining out? Nope
Have you ever seen the movie Emma? No
What were you doing at 4 AM? It hasn’t been 4 AM today yet, 4 AM yesterday I was sleeping, will most likely be sleeping at that time today
Name something that can scare you?
Suspenseful shit
Last time you talked to your mom? Few hours ago
If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? Eh I’m okay.  He’s in a relationship, I like someone, we don’t talk anymore
How many states have you lived in? 2
What was the last thing you ate? Chocolate
What do you drink in the morning?
Coffee or chocolate milk. Sometimes OJ
Do you know how to play poker? No
Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you? One of my uncles, my childhood bff’s brother, the Olsen twins, some other famous people
Have you ever been on a tour bus? Not like for musicians or anything but when I went to Italy we had a “tour bus”
How old were you when you went to your first concert? I think 7, it was Backstreet Boys on the Black & Blue tour, which coincidentally as I’m answering this question I’m listening to a song from that album lol
Do you put glue on the object you’re sticking down or on the paper?
The thing I’m sticking
Do you prefer listening to things through headphones or speakers? Either is fine tbh
What’s the longest you’ve gone without eating? Idk, if I don’t eat I get migraines, so although I’ve probably gone a decent amount of time I don’t think I’ve gone longer than a day
Did you ever really believe in the tooth fairy? Sure did
Do you forget things easily? No
Who is the best person to cuddle with? My doggos
Does your car have a name?
Tuukka
Will you be in bed within twenty minutes? I’m in bed currently lol
Who did you sleep with last night? Just me
How is your hair done right now? Down, pretty straight I used a deep conditioner and some product and it’s v soft right now
What do you want? To know for a fact if this boy likes me or not. We’ve only known each other a touch over a month and work together but idk he’s sooooo fucking nice and texts me a lot and I find him looking at me at work when I’m not talking and idk. I like him a lot it’s been a minute since I’ve liked anyone this is weird but nice
Have you ever read the books by R.L Stine? Yessss Goosebumps was my shit
Would you ever get your legs waxed? No thanks
Are you listening to music right now? Yes, currently listening to Move Along by The All-American Rejects. I have a very strong memory of seeing this video in the mornings while getting ready to go to school on like MTV or VH1 back when they still played videos
Why do people make surveys?
Because they want to
Don’t you hate it when your inner thigh itches? Idk if that ever happens to me on a regular basis but I do hate when the bottom of my foot itches, that shit is the worst
Why do so many people not like olives? Personal preference, taste buds, all that jazz
Do you like pop music? I do
Did the last type of shoes you wore have laces? Nope
How much money did you spend yesterday? Over 100 sadly
Are you CPR certified? I was back in the day from taking a babysitting class, idk how long that lasts though
Are you texting anybody right now? No
Who was the last person you were in a car with? Britt, Mike, and Theodore
Do you like the picture on your license/I.D. card? My picture is from when I was 15, I’m 24 now sooooo yeah no I look awful
When was the last time somebody hit on you? Probably some time recently ish on hinge...I don’t pay attention to that anymore since I like someone in real life lol
Was the last person you met a male or female? I guess the last person I met was one of the neighbors even though I didn’t get his name.  To the best of my knowledge they’re a male
Which one of your friends do you feel most comfortable around? Britt
Do you own a map of the world? I don’t
What brand is your underwear? VS
Is the light on in the room you’re in? Yes
Who did you last spoon with? My dog lolz
Are you currently watching TV? I have the TV on but I’m not watching
Have you ever had surgery or stitches? Had my tonsils and wisdom teeth out
Do you own any clothing that has animal print? Leopard/zebra print undergarments because I’m basic lol
Does your family eat dinner together?
If I go home for dinner typically yes
Where do you work? In VA 
Are you in high school? Nope
Do you have a TV in your room? Yes
Are any of your electronics charging right now? My laptop is
What was the last video game you played? Ummmm probably Mario Kart?
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lesbians-beach-love · 7 years
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I know people are supposed to inbox you numbers but no one likes me. So.
Question Time! p: 1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now? I am confused why no one wants to hire me and pay me the amount of money I'm worth. 2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone? If my girlfriend and I aren't together I get them from her. 3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care? She does. And I don't. I wish I still did. 4: Do you find it easy to trust others? Depends. I'm more of a listener than a truster. I wait until I think it's okay to share myself. 5: What were you doing at 11PM last night? Trying to leave work on time. 6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you? My girlfriend. Or my best friend Alyssa. 7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on? Work it out. I think there is a big difference between physical attraction and genuine love. 8: Are you close with your dad? Not really. Haven't really been ever. We get along awkwardly. 9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right? My girlfriend was already passed out when I got home. But she woke up with a nose bleed and after that she kissed me 😂 10: What are you listening to? Certainty by the Temples. 11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it? Water. I love water. 12: Do you like hickeys? I like to give rather than receive 😉 13: What time do you go to bed? Anywhere between 2 and 6am 14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down? My coworkers. 15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both? No. Who can?! 16: Do you always answer your texts? Does anyone? I answer my girlfriend and I kind of check and forget until I'm called out on it. 17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for? No because she's mine now. 18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? Tonight. Like an hour ago. They are probably all drunk now. 19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them? My best friend. I should probably say my girlfriend, but I know my best friend I get so hype to see. 20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? "Please let me dream about being bffs with Shannon Beveridge again!" It didn't happen. 21: Is anyone else in the room with you? No. I'm at work trying to leave but Lorraine is missing. 22: Do you believe what goes around comes around? Yes. Karma is a bitch. But karma can also be so nice. 23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now? No. I was poor. I'm still poor. And I'd have to go through winter all over again and not get any snow. 24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with? My dad's family. There's just so much drama and fakeness it's just best to avoid. 25: In the past week, have you cried? Oh definitely. I cry at the stupidest shit. 26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing? Black. Like my soul. 27: Do people ever call you by your last name? Coaches that knew my brother and sister did and then my sorority sisters did for some reason. 28: Is anyone ignoring you right now? Not that I know of. 29: Do you have a best friend? Yes. Her name is alyssa. She's the funniest person I've ever met. 30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed? Yes... my girlfriend shouldn't be kissing anyone. 31: Who was your last call from? My mom... 32: Are you mad at anyone? My annoying coworkers. 33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Yes. Almost everyone I've been with has been older than me. 34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday? Twenty seven. So old. I don't want to turn 26. 35: How many more days until your birthday? Forty days. 36: Do you have any summer plans yet? Beaching and working. 37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex? Many! 38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now? Not anything that they would care about. 39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone? I'm sure we all have one. 40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? Yes. 41: Do you think age matters in relationships? I think when you approach a larger gap it does. 42: Are you available? Nope. 43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended? One person. I mean I guess 3, but looking back no one compares to my gf now. 44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get? I kind of hate piercings. Maybe my eyebrow. 45: Do you believe exes can be friends? I think so. You reach a point of this disconnect that you just don't see them in that way anymore. 46: Do you regret anything? Opening fucking credit cards. 47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now? Being poor. Seriously. All I think about. 48: Did you ever lose a best friend? Yeah. Kind of my fault though. Or does this mean like dead? Because no then. 49: Was your last kiss a mistake? No. 50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like? Because I'm already in love wth her. 51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry? So many times. 52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed? Yeah. Kind of dating her. 53: What was the last thing you ate? Moe's earmuffs bowl 😂 54: Did you get any compliments today? My parents said I look like I lost weight... so. That was nice. 55: Where are you going on your next vacation? The poconos to my old job for wizarding Weekend! 56: Do you own anything from other countries? A hat from Canada. 57: Are most of your friend guys or girls? Girls. But I have a decent amount of guy friends. 58: Where have you lived most of your life? The Lehigh Valley in Pennsylvania. 59: When was the last time you took a long drive? It's been a while. 60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle? Yes. Which resulted in me getting mono. 61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house? Yes. My brother cracked my cousins tooth... 62: Who do you text the most? My girlfriend. 63: What was the last movie you saw? Moana!!!! 64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex? Well her ex is a guy she hasn't talked to in a long time. Like ten years. So. Yeah. That. 65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2010? I had two. Because that's he Year I started dating my gf now. 66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you? Nope. 67: Do you curse around your parents? If I'm overly passionate about something. 68: Are you happy with where you live? I do love the beach. 69: Do you collect anything? Vinyl records. 70: What’s your favourite colour? Tie dye! 71: Does the last song you listened to remind you of anyone? Well the song I'm listening to now is dickhead. Which reminds me of my sisters husband. 72: Has anyone ever cheated on you? Yes. Ugh. Fuck her man. 73: What are your plans for tomorrow? Work :/ 74: Do you have siblings over the age of twenty-one? Yes. All three are actually over 30. 75: Does your last ex have a job? I would hope so. 76: What would you do if you found out your most recent ex was in a relationship? She is... I'm happy for her! Seriously. 77: Where is your cellphone? In my hand. 78: What colour is your cellphone? Black. Again like my soul. 79: What did you dream of last night? Camping. Lol! 80: Are you atheist? Nah. I am Christian. 81: Will you change your name when you get married? I think my gf is taking my name? 82: Are you ready for autumn weather? NO I WANT SUMMER. 83: Have you had any big storms recently? Kind of. Everywhere else it snowed. There was wind here. That's it. 84: What kind of bottoms are you wearing? Black work pants.
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nityarawal · 6 months
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Hey y'all have you googled mom's name lately?
Mitra with Sun!
Wow- there's thousands of wonderful new stories since last we checked. Haydn didn't believe it meant Sun.
Isn't that bizarre someone who knows Farsi, studies planets, went to Iran etc would say something so dumb? He doesn't appreciate nor understand Persian poets either. Mindboggling.
Bobba knows he's Varuna! Lol
Every Christmas the lovers celebrate their anniversary.
It's divine.
I miss you so much. Mitra got me.
Thankyou Mommy.
You know she's even compared to Christ? Some mythical jealousy with Mitraism.
A mystical knowing that rivaled Christianity.
We are so very lucky mom. I pray you're all failing ok.
I enjoyed first night in my dressing trailer!(:
It's getting very cute and I'm enjoying paint box possibilities.
I left a patched wall rustic with board and want to paint an American flag on it.(:
Swedes do these barn house style paintings that are really epic.
Helen's sis had one in the only black house in the village.
Do you remember?
Do you hear from any of my bffs & sisters.
Worried for Zivit.
Any news I'd be grateful for.
I lost touch with many loved ones in lame Facebook wars.
Elon has a divine new Joe Rogan pod f/ yesterday you must hear!
He's doing AI conference & praying he heard the prudes and our beloved family.
It was King Reza Shah's II birthday yesterday.
Great party.
Persians brought it celebrating their beloved King.
It felt like the globe danced and rejoiced for our lineage.
He's only leader never criticized.
Amazing.
Georgia says no American leader ever spoke to her so Elon finally gave their country Starlink.
That was nice.
We see it but only privileged use it apparently in apartheid! LOL
Praying He's doing a savoy shuffle in UK and sorting it all out.
He seemed very strong. Did you know he does Jiujitsu?
Could Gracie studio help Isha get his rights back?
I was sad to see another 14yo boy- little Quazi- caged by Space x and estranged from mom in dadddy detention; am worried Isha was sold out?
I don't appreciate way Sunil Carved me out of my family. We are not for sale nor barter.
Justice is undoubtedly going to be served.
It gets worse with every passing moment.
Elon says price just goes up.
Make today a peace day like everyday.
I love you so much. Can you send me pictures here?
Isn't there anyway for y'all to shake a dead woman's Gag orders and embrace freedom of speech? RIP Queen Elizabeth & Barracuda Mamma Lori Clark Viviano AKA Sharkbait. Amen.
Look at Elon squirm with BBC pod next.
They have terrorised us over lake religious shit we didn't even know of from Roman times.
It's histories wars.
Is Sunil a existentialist?
I never fully understood his superstring theory.
Do you Isha?
Please look and let me know.
I think he probably is.
Do you remember when he'd set up little villages of cards in living room; and video while Romeo knocked them down to find the treats?
There's lots of ways you can groom in war.
It's just not the Huntley way.
I don't believe it was Gautama's way of the Rawal Gotra either. Buddha loves hos mom so much and is overflowing with Empathy and compassion.
We've all cried and Sung you home.
Megxit home.
Reza home.
Do you want to visit today and trick or treat?
I want to play Halloween and hug/eat celebrate with my beloved family. It's sad Britney and her family broke. Praying they forgive each other- for her heart and everyone's involved. Between us all we've probably been targeted by over a million Jewish attys capitalizing on our family.
We must always trust our enlightened elders.
That's why what Sunil did was a mind "F." ):
I'm sorry.
I know it wasn't good for anyone's Psyche.
Come home.
Shall we tie up the other trailer?
It's just for now.
Hopefully Elon really will get Reparations.
I'm grateful for all the time I have to enjoy the globe, you, and choose to enjoy it.
Maybe it's rude to laugh in face of tradgedy; rude to defy cancer; disobedient to angry British leaders in rages over silencing for their organised criminals kink..
I really feel Elon could rise through this. Please hold him in light of your heart. I just want the microcosm to reflect what my family can create.
We are a Tribe of peace, light and love.
Prosperity is Gravy.
I feel I paid more for Twitters freedom of speech than anything in my life.
$44b wasn't what it really cost & I think Elon gets that.
We all worked.
Got taxed in alienation warfare.
Every home I had was raided by Nazi Sheriff on bribes.
It was creepy.
I never broke the law.
My job is to be a mom, a full disclosure journalist and realtor. The word means more to me than the buck. That's rare.
I might not look like Miss Ambition but it's because priority of my life is you. To some being a mom might not bring the Britney billions they want to tax our family with.
As far as I'm concerned my billions are voting in an arena of violence we don't appreciate.
Return all. Elon knows this is on to-do list.
We won't have blood money on our hands.
We worked to hard as yogis to allow Sunil Rawal to violate our sacred family.
My stomach is actually quaking at what nasty things hrs done. Let it go. It's just not worth it. We choose love. With you. Every day.
Every minute.
Mitra Nitya is the eternal friend.
We all know that's true.
We all will be paid.
I got my X tip button. (:
This won't ever happen to another family on my time or dime.
4 billion mothers are strong.
Peace.
Hugs. Xo
Mom
Nitya Eternal
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Hey y'all have you googled mom's name lately?
Mitra with Sun!
Wow- there's thousands of wonderful new stories since last we checked. Haydn didn't believe it meant Sun.
Isn't that bizarre someone who knows Farsi, studies planets, went to Iran etc would say something so dumb? He doesn't appreciate nor understand Persian poets either. Mindboggling.
Bobba knows he's Varuna! Lol
Every Christmas the lovers celebrate their anniversary.
It's divine.
I miss you so much. Mitra got me.
Thankyou Mommy.
You know she's even compared to Christ? Some mythical jealousy with Mitraism.
A mystical knowing that rivaled Christianity.
We are so very lucky mom. I pray you're all failing ok.
I enjoyed first night in my dressing trailer!(:
It's getting very cute and I'm enjoying paint box possibilities.
I left a patched wall rustic with board and want to paint an American flag on it.(:
Swedes do these barn house style paintings that are really epic.
Helen's sis had one in the only black house in the village.
Do you remember?
Do you hear from any of my bffs & sisters.
Worried for Zivit.
Any news I'd be grateful for.
I lost touch with many loved ones in lame Facebook wars.
Elon has a divine new Joe Rogan pod f/ yesterday you must hear!
He's doing AI conference & praying he heard the prudes and our beloved family.
It was King Reza Shah's II birthday yesterday.
Great party.
Persians brought it celebrating their beloved King.
It felt like the globe danced and rejoiced for our lineage.
He's only leader never criticized.
Amazing.
Georgia says no American leader ever spoke to her so Elon finally gave their country Starlink.
That was nice.
We see it but only privileged use it apparently in apartheid! LOL
Praying He's doing a savoy shuffle in UK and sorting it all out.
He seemed very strong. Did you know he does Jiujitsu?
Could Gracie studio help Isha get his rights back?
I was sad to see another 14yo boy- little Quazi- caged by Space x and estranged from mom in dadddy detention; am worried Isha was sold out?
I don't appreciate way Sunil Carved me out of my family. We are not for sale nor barter.
Justice is undoubtedly going to be served.
It gets worse with every passing moment.
Elon says price just goes up.
Make today a peace day like everyday.
I love you so much. Can you send me pictures here?
Isn't there anyway for y'all to shake a dead woman's Gag orders and embrace freedom of speech? RIP Queen Elizabeth & Barracuda Mamma Lori Clark Viviano AKA Sharkbait. Amen.
Look at Elon squirm with BBC pod next.
They have terrorised us over lake religious shit we didn't even know of from Roman times.
It's histories wars.
Is Sunil a existentialist?
I never fully understood his superstring theory.
Do you Isha?
Please look and let me know.
I think he probably is.
Do you remember when he'd set up little villages of cards in living room; and video while Romeo knocked them down to find the treats?
There's lots of ways you can groom in war.
It's just not the Huntley way.
I don't believe it was Gautama's way of the Rawal Gotra either. Buddha loves hos mom so much and is overflowing with Empathy and compassion.
We've all cried and Sung you home.
Megxit home.
Reza home.
Do you want to visit today and trick or treat?
I want to play Halloween and hug/eat celebrate with my beloved family. It's sad Britney and her family broke. Praying they forgive each other- for her heart and everyone's involved. Between us all we've probably been targeted by over a million Jewish attys capitalizing on our family.
We must always trust our enlightened elders.
That's why what Sunil did was a mind "F." ):
I'm sorry.
I know it wasn't good for anyone's Psyche.
Come home.
Shall we tie up the other trailer?
It's just for now.
Hopefully Elon really will get Reparations.
I'm grateful for all the time I have to enjoy the globe, you, and choose to enjoy it.
Maybe it's rude to laugh in face of tradgedy; rude to defy cancer; disobedient to angry British leaders in rages over silencing for their organised criminals kink..
I really feel Elon could rise through this. Please hold him in light of your heart. I just want the microcosm to reflect what my family can create.
We are a Tribe of peace, light and love.
Prosperity is Gravy.
I feel I paid more for Twitters freedom of speech than anything in my life.
$44b wasn't what it really cost & I think Elon gets that.
We all worked.
Got taxed in alienation warfare.
Every home I had was raided by Nazi Sheriff on bribes.
It was creepy.
I never broke the law.
My job is to be a mom, a full disclosure journalist and realtor. The word means more to me than the buck. That's rare.
I might not look like Miss Ambition but it's because priority of my life is you. To some being a mom might not bring the Britney billions they want to tax our family with.
As far as I'm concerned my billions are voting in an arena of violence we don't appreciate.
Return all. Elon knows this is on to-do list.
We won't have blood money on our hands.
We worked to hard as yogis to allow Sunil Rawal to violate our sacred family.
My stomach is actually quaking at what nasty things hrs done. Let it go. It's just not worth it. We choose love. With you. Every day.
Every minute.
Mitra Nitya is the eternal friend.
We all know that's true.
We all will be paid.
I got my X tip button. (:
This won't ever happen to another family on my time or dime.
4 billion mothers are strong.
Peace.
Hugs. Xo
Mom
Nitya Eternal
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