#i mean i DO want to write those too but pressurrrrrre

[theflyingfeeling]

me: I want to write my WIPs and fic ideas: *exist* me: no not that one

#halppp #i mean i DO want to write those too but pressurrrrrre #i want to write the gran hotel au but i feel like i don't have a clear enough idea of how it'll end #plus it's gonna be so long and slowburn that i'm not sure i have the patience #i want to write the medieval royalty/merlin au but i'm not sure if i can actually pull off a historical au #so that it's not annoyingly inaccurate (historically speaking) #i want to write sequels to the college au and the youtuber au but my ideas are sorta plotless and i can't have that!! #also the pressure to write anything in the college au is immense #i want to write the good-christian-boy!olli au but with the cult channel thing that's been going on recently has kinda ruined it for me 😂 #i CERTAINLY could never pull off an actual story for cult channel lore lol #instead i saved another prompt list to my drafts just in case #i love writing but it's a lot of work for me and i put an unnecessary amount of pressure on myself #so that sometimes even starting something that i know will take me days weeks MONTHS to finish is terrifying #and often i have more motivation to just brainstorm story ideas than actually write any of it (for the aforementioned reasons) #so i guess i'll just. continue writing nothing and being disappointed in myself 😐