#i made myself a quesadilla last night that was so fucking bad im still mad about it

[natjennie]

the stupid fucking thing about intermittent fasting and having a weird time with food is that when a meal is disappointing you cant do anything about it. you have one chance to eat and if it doesnt hit right, if something off with the texture, or w/e? you can't even get something later to really fill you and you can't get the taste out of your mouth with something else you're just stuck on a disappointing meal for the next 8-16 hours. it sucks.

#i made myself a quesadilla last night that was so fucking bad im still mad about it #the texture of the tortilla was just NOT good it wasnt crunchy idk #and we didnt have sour cream like i usually like to put on it #and yeah i have food issues like i have an unhealth-ily positive relationship with fast food #like the idea of getting take out for dinner gets me through the day yknow #we dont actually get it that often though so usually dinner is unsatisfying #and then until 12 the next day im just hungry and annoyed #idk im just tired and hungry #i dont think ive eaten a satisfying meal my whole life #my sensory issues and bad relationship to food and poor health... i hate it here #fasting #tw fasting