#i love post cw stevebucky but i also feel a little cautious saying that

[lesbiradshaw]

frothing at the mouth over the sick steve idea. if you ever do it i will be the first to read it bestie <3

its been 5 million years since i looked in my ask box but ik this is in reference to this reblog of mine and like … you guys know steve angst and self introspection from bucky’s pov is literally my weakness to write because i get to explore how he feels about himself his feelings towards steve at the same time, especially when it comes to his protective instincts being practically ingrained. so steve getting not just injured but sick even though he’s big? GOD … there’s so much i want to do with this idea in relation to steve being stubborn about admitting he doesn’t feel well and then angry that his body is still betraying him even though its meant to be perfect now + bucky being exasperated that steve still thinks he’s useless if he isn’t actively saving someone and a bit cautious because it’s been a while since he actually had to be gentle with steve now that he’s learning how to be more gentle with himself. yeah. YEAH.

#i love post cw stevebucky but i also feel a little cautious saying that #because some people have gotten very annoying about wakanda being bucky (and steve’s) like #rightful place or something which i just don’t personally think is true. #it’s a safe haven where bucky gets to start healing #but i dont think its Home to him and im kinda bored of the people who act like its their vacation property LMFAO #i think its reflective that certain people think bucky is entitled to belonging in wakanda when he literally just. is a visitor. #thats not their happy ending destination in my opinion #anyways i have no idea why i started rambling about that #but ‘wakanda stevebucky’ has become a tainted phrase for me and makes me think of fanart that fetishizes cultural garb atp #and the Six Minutes Of Bearded Steve Ripple Edfect #but also i have a soft spot spot for post cw pre iw steve who is just starting to grow his beard #bucky calls him a prickly pear its true #turning from a dandelion into a lion. my baby boy .