dude. you know what鈥檚 so crazy? the foundations of decay. yk why? bc mcr. yk what would be even crazier? mcr5 soon. like end of october soon (wink wink nudge nudge).
I LOVE FOUNDATIONS I WANT TO PUT THE SONG IN MY MOUTH AND CHEW ON IT.
(im completely normal and this is normal behavior btw)
especially in a time when trans people everywhere are struggling so much with various legislation and this rise of horrific violent transphobia to see a middle aged person who struggled so deeply with their desires when it came to gender and wrote songs just filled with this deep profound longing and painful dysphoria that they might not have even fully understood display such pure unbridled unmistakable glee and pleasure and JOY!!!!!! they wore this cheap little costume but it wasn鈥檛 in a joking way they weren鈥檛 mocking anyone they grew out their hair they matched their socks and shoes they shaved their legs and nicked their knees with the razor. there is hope for everyone there is hope for all of us every trans person everywhere will know this kind of joy. this is the most beautiful thing i鈥檝e ever witnessed i need to write a poem
i hate people that say "my chemical romance is the reason __ is suicidal/depressed. they're awful!" no you are actually so fucking wrong. my chemical romance saved my life. multiple times. 9 year old me struggled and MCR was there for me. i have always loved MCR because of my mom but after my attempt they were everything to me, they still are. i still struggle but knowing that MCR is there and that they're still here makes me keep fighting. they are living proof that it DOES get better and that there is no reason to take your life. MCR is my favorite band because they kept me here, i would've missed out on so much if it wasn't for them. so i thank them for everything. thank you gerard. thank you mikey. thank you ray. thank you frank. thank you so so much. i will forever thank and appreciate you guys. i hope that one day i will get to see you live.
Just to clear things up, I will be busy this February 14th (Valentine's Day). I'm just letting everyone know, so no one intterupts my plans with My Chemical Romance's Life on The Murder Scene video diary.