#i literally have a pulse oximeter to check my lung capacity bc im a stupid fucking hypochondriac

[barkingangelbaby]

goddamn it dude I took one hit too many and am fighting off a panic attack fuck I just want to be able to get high again fuuuck my stupid little brain

#as soon as im aware of my breathing im in manual breathing mode n struggle to like.. automatically breathe #i literally have a pulse oximeter to check my lung capacity bc im a stupid fucking hypochondriac #it does help my anxiety tho at least #AHHHHH #i just wanna get out of my head :( #i have so much anxiety around respiratory health since covid dude it's so rough #okay I'm done goodbyeee #rAMbles