#i leave it be it hurts and itchrd and i will scratch and hurt it and bleed

[thecherrygod]

why the fuck is it that it doesnt matter what i choose with regards of my skin one of the options always involves pain

#my posts #im. tired. i wanna be skinned #like. it doesnt matter what. #i leave it be it hurts and itchrd and i will scratch and hurt it and bleed #i use products my skin is too fucked up they always sting #sometimes way too bad. sometimes showering is a nightmare and i just lay in the shower floor in pain lmao #i went to the dr as a teen and all i got told was to mosturize like. cool what do i do when thats not enough bc its not enough #............ man. #i made this post bc i put on something to try and make it less itchy and it both smells too strongly and burns a lot lmao #at one point when i was younger and this hadnt been going on for years id put alcohol straight to it #so it would hurt a lot but in a single moment and maybe it would calm down #it sorta did it also really just hurt for less than a minute which like is how it goes on currently #i guess ive grown weaker lmao im worn out probably #but its just. it sucks man also it looks so bad #im also back to sorta making holes in my ankles with my own nails lmao they arent big or many but i saw them #today i also noticed this thing wanted to expand to my hand too like come on not again #.... yeah. im shutting up now im just tired