#i know what youimean cuz its often times a barren wasteland but maybe the move here is not to tell me to stay clear of the wastes but

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message sent byme from 2 years ago to myself now before rachel realized she loves drawing pokemon which counts as fanart and she drew that rei ayanami picture once that was good thats fanart too okay.

#i know what youimean cuz its often times a barren wasteland but maybe the move here is not to tell me to stay clear of the wastes but #moreso to tellme to go there so i can make it bloom better. and i can die there and fertilize it #do not be afraid of losing me i will always come find you again