#i know the solution is to just do it but again. my brain wont cooperate

[crowleys-bentley-and-plants]

So stressed that you're calm but cannot for the life of you be productive because of this weird state you're in

#the deadlines are deadlining and im in this headspace where i just wanna cry but at the same time im totally chill #im going back and forth like a pingpong ball #i know the solution is to just do it but again. my brain wont cooperate #there is an invisible wall between me and my laptop i can see the blank document staring back at me but i cant do anything about it #i hate it i hate it i hate it #on top of it all i accepted a 9/10 hour shift on my only free day which also happens to be the day of 2 of my deadlines :') #i am doing so well i love it here #ramble gamble