#i know organized religion isnt for me already and I really do have a 'cosmic horror' view on the christian god irl but i wanna Know Things

[iwantabatlleaxe]

"You don't have to listen to the bible audiobook to get your references right" no you dont understand, I do

#this thesis is gonna fuck HARD #my interest in christian... stories is so big bc 1. cosmic horror potential and 2. I kinda believe but not really and 3. I've been told #these stories vaguely my whole life I wanna know why god doesnt like that I show my back at church or wtv #im just trying to say I want to understand the bible before saying shit about it. also idk i might like it #i know organized religion isnt for me already and I really do have a 'cosmic horror' view on the christian god irl but i wanna Know Things #PLUS THEY ARE SUCH A BIG PART OF HISTORY AND POLITICS RN #OOO I gotta learn the difference between christian and evangelic. Grew up w both and I still have no clue #all I know is that christian churches have swag and evangelic dont #religion #. #anyways. time for six hours of videos bc mr mythos also posted on demonology I think #love his stuff #he made angel and demon classification easier for begginers and gave us the sources to look up!! #... I think i might be nd #or not idk maybe just have a Strong Interest on this topic ah who cares