#i knoooow theres not pt in continuously beating myself up

[freesomebodybyluna]

applying for a job after putting it off for months w/ under 4 hrs to meet the deadline & I feel like shit bc I don't feel like I meet any of the requirements but I know I'll feel worse if I don't apply & my friend is telling me to just go for it but idk....it's just rough

#already asked my profs to be my references months ago so i also have that obligation #and i basically already wrote my letter of interest back in sept but idk its so soulless #like i wouldnt hire me if i read this bs #i knoooow theres not pt in continuously beating myself up #esp when there are so little entry level job opportunities for this profession in the pnw #but everythings looking bleak my friends. #i genuinly do love what i studied but i feel so inadequate...... #dl #just sent my shit idccc i dont wanna think about it anymore waaaaaaah #just applied to st*rbucks...gonna kms