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mieczyhale · 4 years

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a messy explanation of things and unnecessary information about life lately

soooo... right. i’m sorry i haven’t really been around aside from popping in here and there, and that i’ve been taking longer than usual to reply to things / not replying to things at all. it’s NOT that i’m upset with anyone or trying to ignore / avoid anyone, and it’s not that i don’t care / don’t love talking to you (whomstever you may be) i love chatting with y’all and wish i could get myself to reply to things quicker but i do not control the me lmfao honestly my sleep has never had a schedule but in recent weeks it’s kinda been operating like there’s a lil gremlin in my head who spins a wheel and picks my sleeping times at random - and it’s either like.. two hours or most of a day. there hasn’t been a lot of in between so that’s a thing!!

also in a fun added mix of maybe sleep?, missing meds, being stuck in the house more often than not, and the FUCKING EVERYTHING happening in the world right now my mental health is... probably run by the same goblin that runs my sleep schedule lmao consistency whomst?? since the lockdown started the depression has of course been around more but actually, worse than that, is how my anxiety - and by extension: my ocd - have really amped up and i need y’all to know that the struggle is painfully real (and another thing that affects shit like my replies and writing. reading as well. fics have been kinda stressful and that should be illegal. who authorized this?) i don’t hate talking about it but i don’t really like it either?? especially like.. in depth. but i will say there has been crying, screaming, pain!, and i’ve acquired a few physical injuries.

yeah

on a personal level - a ‘just me’ level - shit is an even bigger mess than usual lmao but all these things will get better eventually - they always do.

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ON A PERSONAL LEVEL - THE FULL LEVEL - THINGS.... are pretty great actually! i mean aside from the state of my fucking house e__e but Josh has been working from home for two (2) months now and it’s been really nice - people complaining about their partners being home?? can’t relate. yknow what?? i just might love that tall bastard even more from all this.fuck all y’all miserable fucks

we’ve been going out for drives and we’ve gone fishing and the only place i’ve gone too that’s re-opened is goodwill. because i require.. the shop. they do have a masks required rule! (at least at the one here) and, alongside that, the places we’ve gone that never closed (like grocery stores and the gas station and the hardware store) have social distancing rules and stuff in place which i love. can we keep social distancing after this is all over?? more things here in wisconsin are opening up and we might go to some. idk though. we also might not. either way its still a weird kind of exciting to see things opening back up?? even though i do think we’re not totally in the clear because most of our gov. sucks (our mayor tried to extend our stay-at-home order - keyword there is TRIED. we are the land of cheese, cows, and no fucking braincells for anyone)

having pets is obviously not a new thing for me but it’s still a thing. so it takes time and effort and energy and patience and love and a certain disregard for your own safety (claws. they really be as sharp as you think) so... it can be stressful, especially cuz we’ve had to keep them inside more as it gets hot out and something keeps breaking our porch screens (our cats are allowed onto our screened in porch or they can go out in a harness but we will never let them run free outside. fuck that noise) my bbies are all so cute and their personalities and idiosyncrasies are just... *chefs kiss* i love em and they’re definitely a part of what has made quarantine better

i’ve seen my mom a few times, like for my birthday and when she needed help moving Isaiah from one dorm to another and such, but that’s primarily been an option because she has become anti-mask and anti-stay-at-home-order. initially she wasn’t - she gave Isaiah and i fun lil masks since at that time trying to buy them would be impossible and she thought nothing of staying home - but i guess either as its dragged on or as she’s consumed her middle-right wing news that changed s o. she does take social distancing in public very seriously though, so at least there’s that. our favorite coffee shop, where we - pre-lockdown - always went one (1) or two (2) times a week to do art for hours re-opens on monday and that’s one of the few things i’ve truly missed.

josh’s camping trip for this weekend with his friends had to be cancelled because the parks weren’t going to open in time. so today they’re going somewhere to do at least some of the things they would have done if they had gone camping. bikes, bonfires, and cigars. i’m kinda jealous negl but he was really excited about it so mostly i’m happy

trying to figure out how human services was running things during lockdown was rough but thankfully it didn’t take much to get it sorted. mostly because my mom made the phone call i was supposed to lol (the phone anxiety is on its own level) so wednesday afternoon my mom sat with me while i had the appointment with my psychiatrist over speakerphone (which was.. an experience)

ummm.....

OH YEAH! Probably absolutely my favorite thing that’s happened is: WE’RE STARTING THE SEARCH FOR A NEW HOUSE!!!! it doesn’t mean we’re gonna be moving soon or anything, we don’t want to make the same mistake twice (buying the first house you tour that you love) because while it is a great house ultimately it is way too small for us. i mean there’s me and josh, all six cats, and ALL OUR SHIT. listen: i have an entire room dedicated to my various hobbies. and a walk in closet that isn’t big enough. and we both have collections we love and want to display (right now upstairs its hello kitty and downstairs its astronomy and the titanic. and then there’s pop figures, mtg, collectibles, our bottle collection and various knickknacks, etc.) plus all our books! then furniture and cat furniture (i.e towers) and all their shit because they are spoiled babies. and god forbid we ever have a human kid?? yeah. it’s just not big enough.

so we’re gonna take more time with this choice but what we do know is:: we wanna live out in the country (i’m paranoid and don’t like to be looked at and he loves the outdoors, lived on a farm for awhile. i also enjoy the outdoors but mostly since we moved into this house i’ve struggled with doing anything outside... while we only have one neighbor on our road. but there’s one across the road and one at the other side of our backyard and that’s just too much lol)

lets see.. um.... my birthday was may 2nd and that was pretty nice, for a pandemic birthday. there’s been a lot of stuff happening involving josh��s family but that’s not something i really wanna get into on here, tho i will say things have been better in recent weeks and it’s been... really nice. josh and i went to his mom’s house the other night and got drunk with her for fun and i actually had a really good time?? and didn’t complain about going?? that’s kinda unheard of.

i don’t have a job anymore - haven’t since early march-ish - and it kinda sucks but also the universe really did me a solid because my choices were either allow myself to work until i have a mental break again or quit. and i was leaning towards quitting (things had been going down hill with the owner and other employees and just the business as a whole for awhile and there’s a limit to the amount of bullshit i can take thanks) but now it doesn’t seem i have to. why do i think i’m jobless? i was barely working anyway, bc of the snow business was slow, and in march i got really sick and stayed home for a week. the day i was supposed to go back i was still sick, and covid19 was starting to become more of a serious situation everywhere, so josh called in for me and explained that between still being sick and my anxiety over covid (asthma + a not so great immune system) i wasn’t going in that day. i never heard from them again. so.

but it’s all good - there are some options but i’m not looking into them seriously until it’s safe to.

THAT’S ALL OF FUCKING THAT ON THAT

i felt it wouldn’t be a bad idea to come on here and explain A. what’s been going on and B. where i’ve been and C. that if i haven’t responded to you or acknowledged something you sent me / tagged me in it’s literally just because i either forgot to (for all reasons and none) or i don’t have the mental space / energy to. but that doesn’t mean you have to stop talking to me! even if i don’t respond or respond immediately i do read everything and i would die for any one of you fuckers (especially my clowns and the tom hardy movie)

oh! and just btw - sometimes i don’t get notifications (quelle surprise) tumblr and skype should really pair up and talk about their truly great systems that function so well /s 8| ANYWAY: the best and most reliable ways to get my attention are twitter ( @/mieczyhale) and discord (same name) because i have yet to see their notifications fail. ahem.

i feel like i’m missing things / forgetting things but honestly this post is long enough and also enough of a rambley mess that i’m just gonna try and ignore that feeling and carry on with my goddamn day so i might actually accomplish something. sorry if there’s spelling off or missing words. i’m not taking the time to re-read this and might even delete it bc it’s already giving me anxiety bUT WE’LL SEE ALRIGHT HI AND BYE I LOVE YOU GUYS <3

#might delete later?? probably?? havent decided.#maison speaks #tinysquidrachel

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wonderfuls-worlds · 7 years

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Mystic Messenger : Prologue ~ V Walkthrough (FULL ANSWERS)

I worked all alone - I cheked each answers ~ Please be considerate. Like, reblog, or do nothing, but please don’t copy/paste it and claim it as your own... I am on my own and spent a lot of time to do this.

If you are on phone, please setting the page to be seen in the computer version! On the phone, the answers are sometimes unaligned and it can confuse you...

In order to not bother and annoy my followers who don’t play this game by this looong post, I’ll put a seperate line. Click to see.

~ No surprise, there are no hearts given but there is a bad ending and I wrote how to have it/avoid it !

Prologue [Ray, Jumin, 707, Zen, Jaehee, Yoosung, V]

Hello. (nothing)

Who are you ? Where am I ? (nothing)

Hey ya howdy doodle doo (nothing)

Why are you emphasizing the word ordinary…? It’s making me even more nervous (nothing)

You’re the developer of this app? (nothing)

Is there something I can do for you? (nothing)

I’d like to chat with a handsome/pretty guy right now. (nothing)

What’s this app for? (nothing)

I’m not buying it. (nothing)

What is it? (nothing)

I’ll do it!! (nothing)

Doesn’t sound that interesting… (nothing)

For free? (nothing)

Messenger game app? (nothing)

Why don’t you test it out yourself ? (nothing)

Dunno about fun but it there’s no reward… (nothing)

No thanks. Not my style. (nothing)

Fine. I’ll try it out. (nothing)

OK! I’ll try it. (nothing)

Do I just need to choose one and date? (nothing)

(Answer the call.) (nothing)

(Don’t answer the call.) (nothing)

How did you know my number ? (nothing)

You’ve got the wrong number. (nothing but... it’s not helping your case)

Unknown? (nothing)

I can barely recall. (nothing but...)

Yes, I remember. (nothing)

Is that short for Ramen Filled Aristocrat? (nothing but...)

R.F.A? (nothing)

I can just choose guests however I like? (nothing)

Are there any merits in gathering more guests? (nothing but...)

So it’s something like the currently trending e-boyfriend thing. (nothing)

I want to know what the hourly pay is. (nothing)

Alright, fine, I’ll do it. (nothing)

Just send me the file. (nothing)

Fine. As long as if it doesn’t have to be my home address. (nothing)

No, I’ll just pass. (nothing)

It’s not even real and I can’t bother to even go there. (nothing)

Can I pursue you? (nothing)

I thought I might give it a shot. (nothing)

Yea. You’re my type.(nothing)

I don’t need it. No thanks. (NOTHING AND GO DIRECTLY TO THE BAD ENDING ! YUP)

If it’s something only I can do, I guess there’s no other choice. (nothing)

Where’s here? (nothing)

Are you ridiculing mu map app? (nothing)

Ummm… Alright. (nothing)

(If you didn’t take the single answer leading to the bad ending, scroll until “Send the address”)

~ Bad Ending

Paradise ? Now what’s that about?

(End the call)

(Answer the call.) (nothing)

(Don’t answer the call.) (nothing)

(Answer the call.) (nothing)

(Don’t answer the call.) (nothing)

(Answer the call.) (nothing)

(Don’t answer the call.) (nothing)

(Report to the police.) - BAD ENDING 1

(Wait for him at the café.) - BAD ENDING 2

~ Good Ending

(Send address.)

Get ready ? (nothing)

Don’t hang up. (nothing)

(Go outside)

Can I not use it ? (nothing)

Alright, then.(nothing)

Still, no. (nothing)

Omg… Give me the sleep mask. (nothing)

Yes. Thank you. (nothing)

Uknonwn ? (nothing)

Is this that awesome place ? (nothing)

Who are you? (nothing)

That’s shaddy (nothing)

My room? (nothing)

Why can’t I take the mask off? (nothing)

I can get down by myself. (nothing)

Thank you. (nothing)

I’m here to have fun. (nothing)

What were you going to do if I said no? (nothing)

I’m getting straight out of here if it’s boring after playing the game. (nothing)

Wow. Seeing you, I want to pursue you first! (nothing)

Hello…. Nice to meet you. (nothing)

Because it’s confidential? (nothing - but it’s a good one)

No idea. (nothing)

Why are there so many things forbidden to do? (nothing)

Is there a bug? (nothing)

What problem? (nothing)

Someone hacked the messenger? (nothing)

Ummm. Okay. (nothing)

What happens if I speak the truth? (nothing)

Who’s Rika? (nothing)

What happens when I tell them that Rika sent me ? (nothing)

Can I choose a different role? (nothing)

What happens if I don’t invite them properly to the party? (nothing)

I think it’ll end with hosting parties and no chance to build a relationship. (nothing)

Yes, leave it to me. (nothing)

Here. (nothing)

Do I have to? (nothing)

Alright, fine. Here (nothing)

Not really. (nothing)

Until when do I have to stay here? (nothing)

How do I pursue you, Ray? (nothing)

Do you by chance have a walkthrough guide for this? (nothing)

Umm, they’re really Als, right ? (nothing)

I promise. (nothing)

(Start the game.)

Hi ! (nothing)

How do you do? (nothing)

Aren’t you all pretty slow in noticing me? It’s been a while since I came in. (nothing)

Why don’t you finish up talking about the quotes? Do you have any other famous quotes? (nothing)

Can this game be hacked too? (nothing)

Exactly. (nothing)

From the bottom of your heart. (nothing)

From another planet (nothing)

I’ve come to tell you something good. (nothing)

I was told to host a party. (nothing)

I just came to chat with pretty guys. (nothing + possibility to have hourglass)

When can I see Rika ? I’m here because of her. (nothing)

Am I going to be blocked? I’m here because someone called Rika sent me ! (nothing)

You can just ask me here. (nothing)

Yeah ! I wanna to talk to you, V! Put me through~! (nothing)

Was V close to Rika? (nothing)

I was only told to open a party. (nothing)

I can’t tell you because of my mystic concept. Sorry (nothing)

I’m not a shady person. (nothing)

What’s so good about being a member? (nothing)

What happens if I refuse? (nothing)

Yeah, gladly, if you’re doing the research, Seven ^_^ (nothing)

Don’t, I’m not a weird person – (nothing)

Why is everyone so guarded against me? (nothing)

This game is so complicated (nothing)

Then, do I just need to prepare for the party? (nothing)

Weren’t you going to give me a call? (nothing)

I’ll see you around. (nothing)

Aren’t you all trustint V too much? (nothing)

I presume you and V are close? (nothing)

Are you two leaving together ? I wonder what kind of relationship you two have… (nothing)

Good bye, both of you. (nothing)

I have lots of secrets. I will not tell them easily. (nothing)

We will take our time, talk a lot, and get to know each other. (nothing)

Lol you should say bye to Yoosung too loll (nothing)

Good bye~ ~ (nothing)

Why are you so curious? (nothing)

I was only told to hold parties. (nothing)

Calm down and ask me one at a time. (nothing)

I didn’t get to meet Rika in person. I was told thirdhand… (nothing)

It must be difficult… I understand. (nothing)

If I learn something, I’ll tell you. (nothing)

You should go. (nothing)

Let’s talk again^^ (nothing)

(V calls after the chat)

~ Day 1 | V is here

#v #v route #v's route #v walkthrough #mystic messenger #walkthrough

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