#i hope they don’t call me in tomorrow

[transminimoffs]

moved the cat fountain OUT of my room and into the living room/where the dogs eat bc the light was bugging me and also bc the dogs like to use it

#it’s so funny. before i moved it. mojo would come in my room and i’d just here #schlorp #i’m almost at the point where i’d be ok letting nepeta roam around when we’re out. almost #not quite so i’ll be filling a water dish for her when i’m gone #her and mojo are like. doing really well tho #i was worried bc mojo is crazy #but they seem to mostly be chill now #addie is fine and was always fine bc she’s a) old #and b) has always done really well with cats bc we had one when she was little #anyways ! #bedtime #i hope they don’t call me in tomorrow #it’s a stat #so k don’t think so #but

[whumpy-wyrms]

SNOW DAY TOMORROW YESSSYESYES YESYESSSSSSS AHHHHHH

#currently very excited abt that as you can tell #I GOTTA WRITE TLLR GUYS I GOTTA GET MY SHIT TOGETHERRRR #IM SO SORRY ITS TAKING SO LONG #wyrms says stuff #very very hyper all of a sudden i’m so fucking happy i don’t have school tomorrow #you know what #something i kinda did like when i first started writing tllr was making up this thing to motivate myself to write and draw tllr #called “Dew days” so kinda a play on words with due date #and by specifically calling tomorrow a Dew day #it’d make me more productive somehow and that was during the summer so literally every day was Dew day because i was excited as fuck about #tllr. so yk what tomorrow is a Dew day i am going to spend all day writing and drawing tllr because I WANT TOOO #i’ve been slacking badly. i wanna get to the good parts. chapter 12 and 13 are okay. you guys will Definitely like them but im more focused #on future chapters. so i gotta just sit down and WRITE and then… i really really wanna AHHSHGHHHH talk about the mystery character #but FDSJHHSDFJHKDFSJHH i can’t yet #anyway yeah new chapter maybe tonight or tomorrow I FUCKING HOPE

[arionawrites]

1. it’s my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time i’m 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so i’m surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isn’t officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then i’ll be happy!! no matter what though, i’m gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!

2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like “it’s my birthday! i’m an ides of march babe (:” and if someone is like oh what’s that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if it’s a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr

3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which i’m pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something i’ve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told i’d get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i don’t then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which i’ve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully it’s fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how i’m gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now i’m just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i don’t want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that won’t be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that i’m going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so she’s in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said she’s more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her i’d let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!

overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope it’s a good day for you and me both!

#aritalks #i did cry a little bit when i first woke up because i dont really know what to do about work and also i hate not having a car i can use #not only because of the work aspect but also getting my license when i was 18 gave me a freedom i didn’t have before #and i don’t like having to rely on other people just to like go to the fucking store or something yk #but then my best friend/roommate messaged me happy birthday and i was like fuck it! today is going to be a good day! #the stressful uncertainties can wait until tomorrow #also one of my best friends who hasn’t said happy birthday to me the past two years #(not intentionally im p sure they were just busy on my birthdays the past two years #and then had that moment of ‘oh shit i didnt send a message fuck i think its too late now’ which i totally get bc anxiety things yk) #was one of the first people to message me happy birthday!! #i’m also hoping to still be able to go see my mom and then stay the night at my dads tonight #so i can see both my parents and also my baby siblings for my birthday #my dads working today but after he texted happy birthday i sent him a text asking if he thinks we could still make it work #my mom is asleep still i think (she called me at midnight and left a voicemail singing happy birthday!! but her sleep schedule has been all #over the place recently so i’m waiting until 11:30 to call her which is in like 30 mins) #but she said something yesterday about driving out to me to give me a hug and also bring me my diabetes stuff that got delivered #(her house is my mailing address because i know it’s not going to change bc it’s my great grandparents house that she’s partially inhereting #when my great grandpa dies but since i have moved out of my dads my address has changed twice and i didnt have a mailbox at my last place so #just for the sake of consistency and not having to worry about important shit getting sent to the wrong address i’ve had her house as my #mailing address since i moved out of my dads at 19) #so i think i’m gonna ask her if she can just pick me up instead so i can go to her house w her and hang out with her #and hopefully my dad will be able to at least stop by with my siblings so i can see them too #i’d like to stay the night with them but if we can’t make it happen then i can also stay the night w my mom and hopefully tomorrow figure #out the car situation. might have to rent a car for a week if i can afford it? best case scenario is my moms car can be fixed but i still #dont know whats wrong with it ik there are two potential problems and one is fixable the other is not #the fixable one would cost like $150-$400 to fix depending on if we get a used part or a new one #if its $150-$200 ish i can probably afford to pay for the whole thing or at least most of it #but if its more than that hopefully my dad or one of my family members can help #and i can just pay them back in like $50 increments with my next few paychecks #just realized i said i wouldnt worry abt the car thing today and also i think im at tag limit to i’ll stop now lmao xoxo gossip girl ❤️

[seilon]

got another job interview tomorrow. pray 4 me

#it was originally for a busser or server job at a cocktail bar in a luxury hotel but the manager on the phone seemed like she wanted to #interview me for the position of host so. yeah #I’m a little intimidated by that role because I am not the most social person on earth to say the least but. I may be able to get used to it #and I will admit. I am kind of motivated by the pay and tips from being a host. cause holy hell it’s 18 bucks an hour plus tips #and that’s plus tips at a 4 star hotel. where the menu is pretty pricy and the people coming there Well Off. #I didn’t really consider that before but hhhhhhh……………that sure is enticing #hoo boy but anyway. a little nervous about this interview cause I’ve never done a host or server job before #but my conversation with the manager over the phone seemed to go pretty well i think so hey #kibumblabs #oh yeah I also cut my hair short last minute and i can’t tell if that was a horrible idea or not yet #it’s not nearly as finished as I’d want it to be but. here we are I guess #I havent legit cut my own hair (let alone this Much of it) in like. a couple years now I think #I think it looks fine but I’m just hoping I don’t regret it #I know it’ll grow out again eventually but idk #I did this kinda impulsively because of the job interview tomorrow. like I was kinda worried for such a nice place they’d be a little #picky with their appearance preferences and like. I didn’t want it to look like my hair was overgrown and unstyled like it was + most of #the bleached parts are cut off now so it looks a little more sophisticated I guess #but also I’ve been getting a little dysphoric lately because I haven’t been passing despite being almost 2 years on t and I think my hair #being longish wasn’t helping #now you can see my jawline and the haircut is more traditionally masculine and etc so. praying I am not called ma’am or anything at the #store or whatever anymore.

[byanyan]

oops played video games all day oopsssss

#might try to write in a bit might not idk I'm in a weird spot mentally lmao #if I don't tho I might reblog last night's inbox call? 🤔 we'll see #hope u've all had a lovely day tho!!! I should be back around as usual tomorrow uvu 💜 #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me. #tbd.

[orionis13]

Will potentially be opening comms soon we shall see

#i dont wanna call them emergency comms but uhhhhh we will see how things go at my tire appointment tomorrow el oh el #sometimes u drive with a nail in ur tire for several weeks and hope it doesn’t fuck up ur rims bc u don’t have time to get it fixed <333 #life has it OUT FOR ME but i am determined to sin and have a good break this week (white knuckles

[the-shy-artisan]

I am like 90% convinced I have bronchitis again lmaoooo

#paige chatter #I’ve been sick since Thursday and it’s just progressively getting worse #hoping my boss sends me home tomorrow; I don’t want to call out again and get yelled at ;; #getting sick like this in the springtime should be illegal lol

[kastukj]

AAAAA I SLEPT THRU MY ALARM AND DIDNT CALL OUR OF WORK FORMQLLY NOOOOOOOO

#I hope I don’t get in trouble for that tomorrow Agdkdhd #I’ve barely slept bc of this stomach bug I couldn’t stop myself from sleeping so hard #;;-;; #I know someone was covering me today and no one has messaged me about calling so far so I hope it’s okay but I still worry #I’m not a tummy ache survivor work please go easy on me tomorrow

[deus-ex-mona]

tmw you give someone concise instructions but they ✨just do not get it✨

#incoherent rambling in the tags ahoy!!!!! idek where i was going with any of this so… yeah. #so anyways! a bunch of interns will be joining the lab life as of tomorrow and i already do not have high hopes for them #the reason? the school they’re from is kinda infamous in the science industry for churning out incompetent interns. #i know this to be true bc i was one of them many moons ago lmaooooo. that school was kinda… y e a h. y’know? #man… i was a truly horrible intern. i just slept at my desk all day… aside from going to the warehouse to collect chemicals and stuff #though that reminds me of that one kinda incompetent staff member who got me in trouble with one of the managers… freakin’ marvin!!!!!!!!!!! #i’ll never forget how he put the delivery order for some chemicals into the fridge with them for some reason after i left for the day?????? #like dude whyyyy i put the things on the proper collection tray!!!!!!! whyyyyy did he have to put ‘em in the fridge??????????? #and the manager lady called me out in the middle of the next day’s morning meeting for my apparent incompetence in losing the d. o.????? #i was so confused and 100000% not awake enough for it bc i *knew* i put the things in the correct spot >:((((( #another staff member kinda defended me but the damage was done… screw you marvin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! never forgive #and man. *all* the interns were banned from recording the reception of the chemicals and stuff after that. so gj marvin. #i wonder what that dude’s doing with his life now though… despite all that he was still trusted enough to be a backup shift lead so i????? #but at least he kinda gives me an ego boost. whenever i feel down i remember that a guy like him was put in charge sometimes. #freakin’ marvin… i think he was also the dude who occasionally misplaced labsheets and stuff that local intern me had to hunt down… not fun. #i don’t really remember people and names that easily unless they’re of people i hate so… hm. idk what that says about my opinion of marvin— #i just hope the new interns at my workplace won’t be as bad as the recent incompetent intern… or freakin’ marvin. #that guy will probs be the only one i’ll name and shame bc i last saw him over 3 years ago so the statute of limitations is def over right— #though ​come to think of it… my intern experience was pretty dumb and pointless. i did make an enemy out of the local microbiologist though— #but ig i’ll try my best to not be too mean to the new interns… i hope they don’t approach me thoughhh. negative social skills ahoy!!!! #i don’t wanna teach them anything either (finally returning to the subject of the post). i still have flashbacks to the incompetent intern— #and i know for sure that they won’t come pre-loaded with any knowledge of the tests here bc i was from their school… #but c’mon new interns!!!!! pls prove me wrong!!!! pls be better interns than i was in the past!!!! pleaseeeeeeee!!!!!!!! #i’m so done with the week already. pls let it end. #sunday’s 🧂saltfest🧂

[bahorell]

Ughhhhh how do I tell me friend who is also a resident that they need to be calling the RA phone with noise complaints instead of texting me about it and waking me up? I’m not an RA anymore, I’m prostaff… i stopped doing noise complaints 4 years ago, and even if I were still an RA, I shouldn’t be responding to things when I’m not on call bc they don’t wanna call the RA phone…

#it’s not hard #I know it’s easier or less stressful to text me #but it’s so important for my work life balance for my off-call time to ACTUALLY be off-call #I would respond to them tonight but I’m just gonna pretend I’m asleep #we’re having breakfast in the morning and I don’t want to sour the mood #but this is the 4th time I’ve gotten a text from them when they should be calling the phone #and I think I’ve reached the point of telling them to stop #I was hoping by never responding they’d realize that I’m not going to help the #but they have not taken the hint #I’m not opposed to talking to them #I just wish I could text them tonight without them thinking that I hate them #bc they WILL think that I hate them #if I do it over text #where they can’t see my body language or hear my tone #AUGH #Idk why this set me off tonight #it’s fine #I’ll tell them tomorrow

[iloveyoumorethansoup]

Good news!! I have a job interview tomorrow with a VR group!!!

#hoping I’ve got this in the bag #I’ve been emailing the boss for a few days now even before the position opened #i knew it was opening a few days in advance #so. tomorrow I see if I get the job or not #I’m a computer science minor. which gives me a bonus #I’d say I have a 75% chance of getting this job #if I don’t I hear kfc will pay my tuition from day one #arguably more importantly: I signed up for therapy #and by that I mean I called and had to leave a voicemail and am waiting to hear back #soup talks

[yoohyeontual]

I thought I would have a nice day today, but it turn into a big fight how great

#my mom is constantly saying we don’t care about her and that we won’t let her express herself #but the way she need to express herself hurts both me and my dad so we kindly tell to not do it please #but she get offended cause she take it that we don’t care about her feeling and take the side opposite of her #but once we tell her she dosen’t consider OUR feelings she repeat that we don’t care about HERS #no you’re the one only caring about your feeling #I’m exhausted I’m already so stress and confused about what to do I need money and the store won’t call back so I need to find somethin #but there’s nothing around my house that won’t end with me having having panic attack everyday like at my old job #but she won’t hear a word we say if we ever tell her she does something to hurt us she takes it as an insult #she says to take her as she is and she will never change even tho we tell her it hurts us but we should change and and absorb everything #todays conversation was one we have often and I feel the same way she does about the subject but I hate talking about it we don’t have #to keep talking about it what is done is done no matter how much we talk against it it just hurt #even when I told her it was mentally the worst time of my life she still thing that I should listen to her complain non stop and have #to think about it when it just hurt #i feel like Imm just repeating but imm so tired of everything and don’t wanna go in detail I hope it still clear #we had plans today and everything is just ruin #i would continue playing my game and stay distract but this ruined my mood so bad #tomorrow is probably gonna be bad to cause my botch my parents are stubborn especially my dad and he won’t talk to her now and probably #won’t tomorrow neither and she’s gonna be mad and say that he should get over it #i would cause I hate to fight I just want peace but he’s not like that #i love them but they are exhausting sometimes #i wish I could just leave but I have no one to meet and I’m scared if I leave they are going to fight even more today or tomorrow #or that my mom will get offended idk #i wish I wasn’t coming back to complain but I need to ‘’speak’’ somewhere or I’ll break down 😭 #I’m not here often and I don’t feel like scrolling you can tag me in things if you want it would help or use my tag for your content 💕 #I’ve been stalking a tag for a couple of days that’s why I couldn’t resist reblog that nice Eri post when I came earlier and keep reblogging #alex.txt #tw negative

[byanyan]

hggghghgh okay i did a few things tonight, which is already more than i expected. it's a good start!! i feel a little less overwhelmed, which is what i needed. i'm gonna aim to do more tomorrow, probably (hopefully) focusing more on the threads from my last starter call? but we'll... see how things go

#uncomfortable laughter as i stare at the '67' behind the word 'drafts' #i may have to drop things that i don't have as much muse for but. i'm gonna hold off for now & see how things go #i have so many good threads i want to keep going but i'm so impossibly slow and it's just akjshfsdjkgh #mental health slump has been killing me but tonight helped get some of my energy back up i think #gonna just see where i'm at tomorrow and go from there #for tonight... i'm gonna call it there and go vibe a bit before bed #love y'all ♡ hope ur doing well uvu #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ OOC ⋮ DON’T @ ME. #tbd.

[entropys]

had to pick up my sisters from somewhere and it was so crowded and im sick and in pain and worrying about the exam i should be at home studying for istg idk how we got home safe i was so pissed off i almost drove into the cars in front of me i fucking hate driving this country needs a proper public transport system so i don’t go insane

#i cannot feel my legs #i am so full of anger i feel like im about to explode #i was supposed to come home and study but really i can’t deal with anything rn im watching doona in hopes of being so invested in it that i #forget i exist for a second #idk why im this upset i feel like i want to break everything around me rn but im holding myself back so now i feel like crying #i think it’s my period speaking but really im losing my mind i hate driving i hate cars i hate this fucking society full of insane drivers #my visions is getting blurry and i don’t feel my body anymore i think im actually going insane #driving is worse than drugs for me apparently #im gonna call my friend and ask her to pick me up tomorrow im done driving khala9 #gonna crush my car keys and throw them away

[jewish-space-laser]

also not to be like, needy on the internet, but i’m having a hard night and i need to laugh so send me funny things. tik toks, jokes, i don’t care please please share and laugh with me

#i’m just… so worried about my brother. #he was diagnosed with ptsd a couple years ago after being traumatized by things he saw in a courtroom as a juror #and the subject of this trial is widely publicized and is all over the news periodically and probably always will be to some extent #and i know he has so much support and i know he wants to help. but he can’t find a therapist with his insurance right now #and him and i are the only ones in my whole family who use social media. which means that i feel like i need to always be watching the news #so i can warn his wife to keep him away from his phone or at least pass on the warning so he can mentally prepare #but it just isnt fair because he put his safety on the line to be a juror at this trial and he helped bring much needed justice #and i’m very proud of him for that. like beyond measure #but also… now i’m also always going to live with this… like. worry for him. and i know you worry about the people you love but #it’s just so overwhelming sometimes. and i wish the world was a better place #because then none of this would be happening. like this all because of an evil person who was protected by an evil system #anyway if you read all of that thanks i guess lol sorry i just super needed to vent that out #i don’t talk about it often for reasons i hope you can infer #remind me to call and schedule a therapy appointment tomorrow lol

[softskiesahead-moved]

going to send emails tomorrow wish me luck ;;

#I have to call somewhere too ;;; #this is silly but I’m still nervous #nvm that tomorrow is a holiday so I don’t have to work or go to school !! I’m hoping to finish up a drawing ^^; #I’m sorry to anyone who follows me for like…actual content and instead gets rambling about whatever is going on currently #it’s 3am and this is the void I call into #aya.txt