#i have to go to church tmr morning. sighs. whatever ill survive I used to have to do this every week

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maaan I love my family but christmas is very much something I Endure for them lmao

#its probably my least favourite public holiday. immensely stressful and so much travel and theres always yelling eventually #plus i cant stand the gimmicky OR the religious sides of it. and both are unavoidable bc of the Catholicism. #i have to go to church tmr morning. sighs. whatever ill survive I used to have to do this every week #at least the food is good. i always feel so guilty complaining bc ill get gifts but honestly i would just rather not celebrate it at all #extremely jealous rn of my flatmate whos getting to spend it alone in the flat this year god i wish that was me #except i suppose we cant BOTH spend it alone....only one flat after all. and im sure she appreciates the space to herself more than i do #anyway im going to bed ive been ready to collapse since 4pm i have a rocking headache and ik my brothers gonna wake me at 6 #SIGHS. its okayyy itll be fun probably. its my mums birthday on xmas day too i really do it all for her.. i hope she has a good time <3 #goodnight! #.diaries