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#i have no words oh man i rlly rlly want to play ccr i'm gna cry so much when i play it 馃槶馃槶
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christmas break FINALLY YEAH 馃馃徏
#馃寵.rambles
#i just woke up from a nap like an hour ago
#technically still have the final paper to do but i can't do my part yet since it's the conclusion so i gotta wait for my grp 馃槶
#gna go out this sunday to like monday though? ><
#we were gna go to the beach n stuff like that iirc last october w our bday but bcs of the storms we cldn't so!!!!
#hehe i'm excited
#i'm hoping that somehow i cld hang out w some of my friends this break
#or. idk even online is good enough for me i miss calling w them i only typically like call every now n then. i rarely do so
#n even if i want to idk i'm not rlly the type to ask my friends for stuff n i'm especially shy to initiate but
#i always try my best to be there for them wnvr they ask ><
#that said i wna hesitate less bcs i notice a lot of stuff n i want to do a lot but.. i get anxious :<< not that it's anyone's fault i just
#overthink that i'll fuck things up somehow but i'm working on that though! <33
#oh man i miss my friends fr like. irl online just everyone
#i'm gna try my best to be productive this break. i'm really gna have to fix my sleep though
#i think i'll. HELP IDK WHAT TO DO FIRST MAYBE I'LL MAKE A SCHED
#but i'll not sleep past 3 am. n hmmm
#spontaneously i want to play ffxv or ff7r? n some other games too n
#my dad was looking at ccr in steam like last night i think. it's expensive though 馃拃
#i rlly want it.. ff means so much to me so. >.>
#SOMEDAY! SOON. HOPEFULLY. idk i'm really. idk if this is the right word but i'm shy w using money for myself
#yk i think i'll finish shadow of colossus rq since i have it in my ps4 rn n then. bcs i'm lacking storage space yeah i'll finish that up
#then i think i want to step into ffxv again even for just a bit >//<
#watch me i'll be reduced to just a simple dumbass when i see noctis again oh dear
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yk what i'll log into ffxiv for just a bit ><
#馃寵.rambles
#i haven't played in a week!
#like even just log in to afk or wtvr n 馃槶馃槶
#i barely have anything left to do just
#quiz in chem tmrrw n then finish the rrl n then
#the final paper for research got moved!!!! to next year after the break ://
#n then there's also the project for chem due next year
#:<< gna start reviewing for cets n all alrdy by january so i'm rlly gna make the most of this christmas break n fix my sleep
#my. skills n wtvr the word was should match my intense ambition n passion
#nvm as much as i'd even just like to log in to afk i feel Anxious even just at the thought of it
#unless i have everything done i can't even Feel like resting 馃ス
#but thinking a bit of the future n i
#i really do hope i'll be able to buy n play ccr? i really really do
#n then. i want to play even just a bit of xv & vii & ix again :c
#NIER TOO OFC automata & drakengard. n arknights n gbf n a bunch of other games
#n write. even if it's hard i really want to write
#if i don't express myself in some way whether it be any form of art or wtvr i get so hkfasjdflksd T_T
#i rlly want to draw.. just like how i used to as a kid! when i was rlly rlly young!
#being afraid of making mistakes made me hesitate so much then oh man
#i miss the piano too. shld rlly get to learning the guitar but i really want to see if i could get a violin somehow since. yeah
#ffxiv i realize it's been a while since i talked to that friend?? like a week now n wtf it didn't seem that long ago at all n then
#nooo i really haven't had the energy to talk w anyone for like. weeks now wtf i thought it was just the past few days but it's been weeks
#oh n there's a lot of books i'll read too
#but i have to continue working on this rrl w my grp so oh well i'll just finish eating dinner then help out n hopefully sleep before 4 am
#that sounds so unhealthy . but when the break comes at least i can idk distract myself from my thoughts yeah i'll be productive for sure
#sorry i'll just play ffxiv another time :c i miss it so much there's like the moogle treasure trove rn n the starlight event hehe
#i'll look forward to it!!!! but for now i will be Productive. hopefully
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THE ZACK FAIR BRAINROT IS SO REAL
#tag later
#HERO........ CRIES I LIKE CHARACTERS SM THAT ARE LIKE THAT HUH 馃槶
#'hey would you say i became a hero' bb boy you're gna make me cry
#the price of freedom is steep..
#WINGS. ANGELS. MONSTERS. FUCK CC FOR THAT MY POOR HEART
#dreams n honor n burdens n. living legacy sobs 'theyre yours now' 馃ス
#n then flowers. aerith. she's so cute she's so cute twenty-three tiny wishes 馃様 I'M SO SAD
#zack literally fell from the sky 馃拃 hey bro did it hurt when you fell from heaven
#HDFLKAJSDLFKSDJ N THEN THE PARALLEL WITH CLOUD :<< THAT HURT
#aerith is so cute pls pls i love her so much she's rlly special to me 'id like to spend more time with you' AAAAAA MY HEART SOB
#cries zack the puppy he's so cute fr
#the sky.. THE SKY THE BLUE SKY. EYES THE COLOR OF THE SKY
#being a 'monster' an 'angel' or 'human'. that. oh no i'm like obsessed w themes like that
#he's such a good person :<< he's so charming fr n such an inspiration n sob AGHHH HE'S SO COOL I REALLY LOVE ZACK!?!?!?!?!
#i've mostly been talking abt zack but. goddamn sephiroth in cc is so special to me he's one of my favs too. N ANGEAL. EVERYONE!
#I CANT EVEN RAMBLE ANYMORE THIS IS
#i have no words oh man i rlly rlly want to play ccr i'm gna cry so much when i play it 馃槶馃槶
#i'm really thankful to video games n just. stories in general bcs i've always been rather reserved n
#bro even as a kid i barely cried. my mom told me i didn't even cry when i got out or smth?? idk if that's true but she said so
#i've always been emotional n rather sensitive yes but i grew up not being the most expressive of it. not really sure why
#nyways especially in times where i ended up bottling my emotions so much bcs i wanted to 'handle it on my own' so
#others 'wouldnt worry' (backfired)!!!! video games. i mean stories in general like books n anime even
#really served as an outlet that helped me let it all out. ffxv for example in early 2020 and ffvii mid 2020 n ffix throughout
#school during 2020 n ffxiv late 2020
#YOU SEE. THERE'S SM OTHER GAMES TOO BUT FINAL FANTASY REALLY WAS SO PRESENT THROUGHOUT MY LIFE
#no doubt that it's my fav series fr :c i really love a lot of games but.. yeah ff rlly is so special to me
#THERES SM MORE TO RAMBLE ABT BUT I HAVE ASSIGNMENTS TO DO SOB BUT. CISSNEI N. EVERYTHING ELSE 馃槶馃馃徏
#apollo says hi. n says i have no ass wtf man they're so random but it's adorable 馃ス THAT SAID THOUGH FUCK LOVELESS IS SO COOL FUCKK DFJAKDSL
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