#i have neutral emotional attachment to girlhood but it was definitely a thing I experienced. for both good and bad.

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weird to me that the pronouns I used to use for myself no longer fit me. I didn't grow up expecting that to be one of the things about myself that changed. but then it did. it's just... I don't know. I'm not a woman, but I was a girl. it's strange to think about.

#i didn't have a word for being agender growing up. i was raised in such a way that the concept itself was not made accessible to me. #but even if it was I don't think I would've applied it to myself earlier in my life? #i have neutral emotional attachment to girlhood but it was definitely a thing I experienced. for both good and bad. #i think mostly I'm just glad that identity is mutable and I feel comfortable with mine as it now stands #fsp speaks