#i have caught the melancholia someone fetch the doctor

[willowser]

oh my god i have to actually stop i need to be forcibly put six feet in the ground BUT I THINK THERE IS ALWAYS GOING TO BE this piece of gojo that is so painfully aware of how beneath him everyone else is. getou was his partner his friend someone he loved they were the strongest TOGETHER and now he's GONE and satoru is ALONE IN THAT. and he was surely raised !!!! being told !!!!! you are not a little boy you are not just anybody no you can't go outside and play no you can't have friends you are the end all be all !!!!! AND OVER TIME THAT'S CHANGED AND MORPHED into him wanting to be the strongest for those that are weaker than him and those that are beneath him but it's literally been ingrained into his VERY BEING that he is THE ALL MIGHTY ABOVE !!!!!!

and so even though his appreciation and respect has changed for those below him HE'S ALWAYS GOING TO BE AWARE OF IT and i think THAT'S what makes him SO CRAZY BONKERS NUTS OVER LOVING SOMEONE !!!!!! do you know what i mean !!!!!! bc you. you are so tiny and small and weak and could be crushed like a liddol tiny bug do you get it !!!!!!! and now you are suddenly the epicenter of his heart !!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK !!!!! at least before he could trust getou to handle himself !!!!! BUT YOU !!!! it does not matter if you are a great sorcerer or not YOU WON'T BE ON THE LEVEL EVEN GETOU WAS !!!! COULD NOT BE ON THE LEVEL SATORU IS !!!!!!!!! HE'S ABSOLUTELY INSANE ABOUT IT HE'S CRAZY !!!!! DO YOU GET IT !!!!!

#i'm going crazy over him right now i cant stand him #you cannot tell me he isn't so painfully aware of what he would be tasked with were you to follow some path similar to getou's #does he make the same mistake as before and let you go ???? #does he act first and stop you the minute you start to get a little sus ????? #COULD HE DO IT !!!! AGAIN !!!!! TO SOMEONE HE LOVED !!!!!! #i think he could and he knows he could he knows he would have to and THAT MAKES HIM CRAZY !!!!!!! #he could do it but it would absolutely break his brain #UGH I'M DISTRAUGHT #i have caught the melancholia someone fetch the doctor #niku if you’re reading this i blame you #smfbriejakbfjak 😌😌😌 #✿ thoughts: gojo