#i have a sister w supraventricular tachycardia that had to have surgical correction

[reginaofdoctorwho]

anyone else feel rage after a doctor's (technically np) appointment when u realize they were completely bullshitting what they said to you?

#'blah blah sorry there's not really anything we can do :'( #that seems to be reynaud's and there's not any treatment for that. u just have to live w it. looks horrible tho' #MA'AM. MA'AM I TAKE NURSING CLASSES. I FUCKING KNOW WHAT REYNAUD'S IS #ALSO! MULTIPLE MEMBERS OF MY FAMILY HAVE IT #IT RESOLVES (MOSTLY) W WARMTH. THIS FUCKING D O E S N ' T #THIS ONLY RESOLVES W ELEVATION WHICH IS NOT NORMALLY AS MUCH OF A FACTOR #AND ASIDE FROM T H A T #there fucking ARE treatmemts for reynaud's! there's medication there's surgeries fuck YOU #i always realize it as i walk out of the office i hate this #like god fucking dammit when i'm told i'm high risk for tissue damage i freak out ok?? and it might be a circulation thing because my pulse #is ALSO normally fucked up #she had to take it multiple times and my bp's low #pulse high bp is low #i have a sister w supraventricular tachycardia that had to have surgical correction #and a cousin that was 'healthy' and dropped dead from a heart attack at 22 #i fucking hate this shit #also i'm still losing weight so 🙃 that's going on too #not by much but like. AHH i was really trying to gain weight