#i hate having to come up with 'interesting ideas' . boom 20th betty staring soullessly into the camera in a row

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flip flopping between pafl and fac is so. ohh im in stasis idk what to draw

#actually i havent done anything for the betty tag in a good bit. maybe if im not as sick tomorrow ill doodle smthn.. #wanna renderrr wanna painttt i dontt wanna sketchh #i hate having to come up with 'interesting ideas' . boom 20th betty staring soullessly into the camera in a row #MY COLORS R THE ONLY THING CARRYING ME IM SO SHIT AT EVERYTHING ELSE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #ok nooo we are not doing this again. i have GOOD anatomy i CAN come up with interesting ideas when i put my mind to it #i just. dont want to :3 #auugh i have. interesting compositions w symbolism already doodled in my sketchbook but.. #i really fucking hate redrawing stuff in digital.. its so painful.. i hate redrawing stuff in general thats why i cant do lineart like. #I already fucking drew all that youre telling me i have to draw it AGAIN? fuck off. #siigh #maybe i only have to redraw the parts that are bad.. if im doing a lineless painting.. hm #much to think about #schizobabble