#i hate capitalism so mucg

[solarpunkani]

I hate needing backup jobs for my backup jobs

Like. Animation industry is kinda a bust rn. Local library and USPS branch aren’t hiring (unless I learn how to fix up cars and trucks REAL quick). Freelance writing implies I have articles out already, which I don’t. Anything I can find so far thats mildly naturey either pays 13 bucks an hour, involves chainsaws and bears, or both.

Like. What the fuck else do I do? Rot? *Retail?*

100 more reasons why capitalism sucks. How the hell am I supposed to get years of experience if no one’ll hire me and a MASTERS degree isn’t worth shit? How am I supposed to improve my portfolio if 75% of the jobs I apply to won’t even answer back? Why do I HAVE to have a job in order to even survive, let alone get my own place with a nice garden? And why is going back to school a near-impossible option because ~debt~ and ~loans~?

Why can’t we just have nice things

#out of queue #ani rambles #ani vents #i hate capitalism so mucg #i still have my mom trying to get me to monetize any hobby and honestly at this rate I might have to #im turning off reblogs because yknow how it is #i need backup jobs and backups for my backups and backups for my backup backups…. and nobody’s hiring…. and student loans’ll be an issuesoon #and I think my parents just want me out…….. UGH #in other news if anyone has ideas at this rate ill at least consider it