#i hate being plural only because the mourning process is so much. harder

[enderwalk]

fuck

#i hate being plural only because the mourning process is so much. harder #everyone is over with this except for one person. and every time she fronts now the body gets so sick from grief and regret and anger and. #i feel bad. she didn’t get a choice in what happened. no one told her until it was too late and she still hates wilbur for it #we’ve had to stop her from reaching out to this person so many times and i feel awful with her this upset #mellohi tried to help and it only made. spruce worse. I’m just tired of this #i miss when she used to just have fun talking to her partners and now it’s just like #she only fronts to be sick with grief or pain and get organizing done and leaves.