#i had to hide thd kids and put her to bed and stand guard and call the cops for her

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i have never fought with my mom before but brother i am feeling Annoyed. we are not going to be late because i leave at 7:07 instead of 7:00. school literally starts at 7:45.

#sorry annoyance with my mom is spiking #basically raising her kids for her in every way except money #and when she used to drive us we’deave even later than i normally leave bc she’s pouring herself coffee and we were STILL so early i couldnt #go into the school yet #i drive ur kids everywhere i plan your son’s birthday #your daughter gets out of an abusive home and SHOCKINGLY she’s depressed to hell and back and starts hurting herself!! but no IM the one who #has to fight for her to get put in therapy too #i had to hide thd kids and put her to bed and stand guard and call the cops for her #i got a job literally a week after she told me to get one #me when i have to explain my sister’s sensory issues to my mom so she’ll leave her alone #me after i tell my mom my brother probably needs to be put into therapy too but she wont listen to me and then she’s shocked when the doctor #tells her he has anxiety issues #who wouldve guessed #not to mention the many months long period where she straight up wouldnt feed us #like. didnt buy the groceries #were good now but at least if it happened Now id have the money to doordash us stuff #im grateful for my mom bc she’s done good things for us and doesnt hurt us but good god #rant over #sorry i ran out of my mood balancers this morning #dear diary