#i finish pruning and patching my 1500 mod load order

[came-out-of-the-coffin-desisted]

finally, i’ve made my most pathetic skyrim character idea ever: dumbass apprentice dwemer who’s like “i have NO fucking clue where the dwarves went, how we went, or what the FUCK is going on here, but i DO think we gotta take over the world bc these nords are straight up bad at everything. now i just have to get back my entire species even though literally no one knows where they went” meanwhile akatosh goes “hey yknow what would be really funny”

#i had a totally different plan yesterday but i found the timelost dwemer mod and the trainwiz dwemer mods series and now i do have to do #this and write it down as a journal style fanfiction. huge sorry to my friends family mutuals and followers for what is about to happen when #i finish pruning and patching my 1500 mod load order #as everyone knows my favorite genre of player character is ‘omg the hero of legend is so sexy impressive and cool!! their backstory is #crazy wow they must be amazing at everything!’ them: ‘i’m so so so so adhd it is not even funny i’m literally living in the woods on swamp #mushrooms and my parents heirlooms bc i keep spending all my money on jewelry for the hypothetical wife i will one day have assuming i ever #do anything. also i’m a butch lesbian in a really hostile environment with literal demigod status despite being a fucking idiot so you can #imagine the kind of stress i’m under’ #the key to good character design is 1) parents with insane legacy 2) lesbianism 3) patheticness 4) wet beastery