#i drove in a musky bright orange camaro

[adamsrcnan]

no because the feeling i get when i dive back into the raven cycle is truly unlike anything else. i really cannot describe the level of comfort it brings me. i honestly truly feel like i'm stepping out of myself and my life and into another universe. everything about it is such an all encompassing feeling. i'm afraid nothing else has ever made me feel this way. i'm certain nothing else ever will. nothing could ever replicate the feeling of reading it for the first time. but nothing could ever come close to the feeling i get of immersing myself once again into my home away from home. bc truly that's what it is. my home away from home.

#like wow this little made up town of henrietta it's where i grew up too #i spent sleepless nights in monmouth watching the moonlight move over a minature town #i drove in a musky bright orange camaro #i felt the breeze on my cheeks that blows through cabeswater #i searched for a dead welsh king #i fell in love with a group if co-dependent angsty mess of a found family #i can never go back #but i can never leave #how to miss a place you've never seen and people who never existed #how to not miss it #god i'm rambling #this series is just so special to me #the raven cycle #trc