#i dont want her to be like OMG EVESDROPPER

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Guys, I need some Advise...

//:Real talk for a minuet.

So, quick story, the eve of Thanksgiving the neighbor lady F L I P P E D out. I’m talking she was S C R E A M I N G bloody murder, as if someone was violently stabbing her and twisting the blade as they took it out. I take a pretty powerful sleep med and she woke me from a dead sleep, I was WIDE AWAKE and out of bed faster than a bullet.

The door to our apartment faces her, like you look out our peephole and you can see hers.

I was looking through the peep and there was a cop standing there in her door way trying to talk to her... Long Story Short: The cops were there to do a wellness check on this woman (she’s late 40′s early 50′s), she attempted to commit suicide and paramedics took her away. We heard A L O T of things through our walls and the door (I found out that you can use the camera on your phone to record through a peep hole b/c two heads can’t look through the peep at the same time...I still have the vid somewhere of them taking her away.)

While she was gone, she got a package. So curious I looked at her name and googled/facebooked her to see who she was to see if MAYBE there was any sort of clue as to what set her off...(yeah yeah “Wow your a stalker!”, um, excuse me but when you wake me from the dead at the butt crack of dawn with that kind of thing I have an unspoken right to look you up and see if your an ax murderer thanks...). I didnt really find anything, she looked super normal, but way back in 2014ish she had a brain tumor the size of a lemon removed....

Fast forward to now.

Shes been home for a few months and sometimes I can hear her just...SOBBING in her apartment....she has friends over from time to time, sometimes they’re having a blast and other times she’s just, I dunno...weeping uncontrollably and screaming about stuff...

What I want to know is...wtf do I do....? Like, I DESPERATELY want to go knock on her door and see if she’s ok...I really wanna give her someone to talk to or let her know that someone from the outside is available to talk to, but at the same time, I don’t....really want that kind of ‘baggage’ or have a stranger become my responsibility or be affected by her moods ect and ether way I feel like I’d be sort of responsible if she does commit suicide and I DIDN’T reach out to her......

Is there ANYTHING I can do for her that doesn’t involve direct contact? Something where I can remain completely Anon? Should I write (type) her a letter with helpful phone numbers and web sites on it and drop it in the mail to legit be sent to her even though she lives SIX FEET AWAY FROM ME???? Like, for serious is that a redic thing or am I onto something...?

#im just a raccoon #I feel really bad for her... #and i don't like it #and i dont know why #idk what to do with her #i dont want her to be like OMG EVESDROPPER #or #LEAVEMETHEFUCKALONECREEP #. _____. #guys... #please send help....