#i dont think im actully less attracted to women i think i just see so many women that im not attracted to that i sometimes forget

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#caw #personal tags #i dont think im actully less attracted to women i think i just see so many women that im not attracted to that i sometimes forget #the few women that i am attracted to #maybe i just notice less the men that im not attracted to and notice more the women that i dont #so that it seems im attracted to way more men and way less women but in reality theyre abt the same or similar #i mean in the end it doesnt matter like bisexuality is a kinsey scale its not 50-50 #i just guess ive been thinking if i actually am attracted to women anymore? or if i am just fully homosexual #idk it doesnt feel right to me to say i am fully homosexual and I've been attracted to a lot of girls before #my “preference” for girls or w/e is just more specific or less common than for men i think so it doesnt happen as often #idk i think dysphoria also plays into it and theres some internalised shame abt it too #idk why im typing this out #if you read this far hi hello