#i dont know what the scaling is for the temperatureknob in my shower but. its cold alright.

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gender dysphoria is actually helping me shower bc my hair after& during gives so much euphoria oml

#local guy discovers showers are good?!?!!! WHO WOULDVE KNOWN #also. i figured out i can just. shower cold. i dont need to feel like my skin is burning to get clean!! #the regular is at like 38 C and i always did some lower than that but it was still overstimulating. #then i realized that i could just. go further back. theres so much hate for cold showers but it feels so much better i think. #i dont know what the scaling is for the temperatureknob in my shower but. its cold alright. #i do start at mid temp. bc getting straight under cold is fucking hard but as soon as im wet the know is going back baby. #its fucking awesome to drench your hair in cold water it feels really good on mi scalp. like im in a swimming pool. #+ over the face?? feels so refreshing oml #man i wish id've know this sooner Y-Y #anyway back to hair. idk if its wet it slicks back so well and makes me feel like a bussiness man or summ #and then after toweling its all wild and spiky and somewhat emo and <33 #and then it dries and thats a bit 50/50 but today it looked absolutely awesome it was great. #esp. since the hair before showering was atrocious. it was bad. #i do have short hair already but this elevates it so much #also. dont think about this too much but theres probs a part regular dysphoria at play and seeing a diff face in the mirror or summ. #anyway =w=bb #yay showertalk