#i dont either and we're sharing the same brain bro. you gotta think harder than that. cooperate with me

[aria0fgold]

Anyway all that to say that I (bi, aroace, president of the non-existent Going Home club at my school cuz that's my topmost priority once classes ended) am now wondering about what kinda dating history Ray (straight, allosexual, mister popular in school that also participates in parties and whatnot) has cuz I'm looking at him right now and I think, "He has never dated before...?" but I'm also unsure cuz at the same time...

I'm looking at his personality and everything and I'm just "He wouldn't have dated anyone cuz of Reasons but at the same time he could also have dated someone too cuz of Other Reasons but he is a confusing wreck that I do not know that much right now." So I am a bundle of confusion.

#aria rants #the disadvantage of me being Me is that the only knowledge i have about dating is from fiction. cant even use my school #experience cuz i was literally like not paying attention at all. you know the feeling of one day youre chilling and then the next #suddenly everyone is in an uproar cuz apparently Things happened and my classmates are dating? when was that bro #maybe the times i rushed to the school gate the moment school ended like. how exciting-- i have no idea what happened #so now im looking at ray like: have you dated? and hes in the corner shrugging cuz ofc you dont know #i dont either and we're sharing the same brain bro. you gotta think harder than that. cooperate with me #for alec its easy. Trauma. there we go. but like fr cuz of Reasons in the past. alec didnt have time to date #and for mel its also easy. Cats (and trauma). he has no time to date he needs to feed his cats #marcie-- trauma. seph? trau-- aroace and doesnt wanna get into a qpr rn #all my ocs have trauma its just that ray has it a lil to the left but also a lil to the right so like can ya see my problem here?