#i don’t actually know who i’m directing this at i think moresp myself

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they (or i guess me) put the music in the water and called it a day it sounds nice but it’s lying it’s not actually 12/8 it’s just 4/4 but it’s q little dancey tune

#so let me set scene it’s about an hour ago and i’m like huh i should try some independent compositiony stuff that’s be fun #n i did some low dissonance pretty standard stuff then j thought about our wives under the sea and how the book is in sections based on the #depths of the oceans and the zones and i was like sure i could write music about that so that’s what i have started doing but now i am tiref #and a bit confused and i don’t know where to go from here but if i sfop now will i ever do this again? i mean maybe now that i’ve tumblrd it #djdjdsjdhdhdhhdhdhddd i should also go to bed though but like. hhhh i have so much stuff to do and i can be not doing stuff now and it’s #excusable but like at every other point i’m just procrastination i think ok not gonna lie not sure what words i’m saying here #hhhhhh there’s so many songs in my head and i don’t even know what when #no that’s a lie i do but it feels incomprehensible it’s just so much noise so much noise #fuck this is gina be perplexing in the modninv oh well hello sorry can’t br bothered to fix typos #i don’t actually know who i’m directing this at i think moresp myself #need to remember chiquitira for the fuckin. surprise i can’t say what that is here woooooii spooky #ok yeah no fuck i’m gonna. i’m gonna go to bed ig well it’s been fun #hhh goodnight gingham other words other words that feel ingenuins ;that’s not a word) to say in this state #but but still love lots of love abd stars us what i can think of #?? and yeah ok will sleep will sleep that’s mr sleeping right now zzzzzzz #fuck i missed the heart ok ok gingham <3 i will go and rest and then i’ll see this and go waaaaygtyyggg #composition chronicles #silly hours posting #gwaaaaaa