#i distanced myself on purpose like near exactly 2 years ago & vowed to never do it again bc of how bad it felt

[berrymeter]

truly feel like those images of ppl on fire or crying or whatever captioned shit like no really its fine im not bothered etc etc but its with how distanced i feel from so many ppl

#perth.txt #i distanced myself on purpose like near exactly 2 years ago & vowed to never do it again bc of how bad it felt #& its happening again but im not even... doing it. im just not as many ppls friends as i thought i was #made much more apparent now they dont have to deal with me #genuinely going to implode this is. i need to make new friends. who are actually my friends & not a friend's friends #i feel so lonely so often lmaaaaao #though... nvm its whatever ill just sit here & cry or something #ive been so upset the whole time ive been trying to nap my jaw hurts