#i cant even pretend i was totally over him before we reconnected i truly believed we'd circle back again in some way

[cascadianights]

*Me behaving (lying on the couch as close as possible without touching) instead of straddling my ex and attacking him carnally*

This is a noble, brave endeavor. I deserve rewards

#lmfao #meanwhile hes making it Abundantly Clear sex is very on the table and im like I know that you dummy #we always had incredible sex that rarely made it to the bed lmao #but that doesnt mean its the right call #restraining myself from having sex with one (1) whole friend #truly a sacrifice for the ages #dont get me wrong there are many other feelings #but if i act on anything but talking then we will have sex and we cannot have sex & you think its a casual thing and me still LOVE YOU #how did i never get over gim #i cant even pretend i was totally over him before we reconnected i truly believed we'd circle back again in some way #its so ridiculous having emotions its better to make fun of myself for valiently not pinning him to the wall lmao