#i cannot be ayone primary support system

[thesmokinpossum]

no but for real, i need to kill the caregiver in my head because everytime i decline to do something for someone else knowing that doing it would not have been benefical to me (and generally would have been actively detrimental) I spend hours if not days feeling guilty about it even if I had never consented to do the thing in the first place and i’m really getting sick of it

#honestly at this point of my life i need to be selfish and focus on getting my shit together #i cannot be ayone primary support system #and i need to learn to be ok with the fact that it might be difficult to accept for some people but it's still the reality of things #also i'm currently taking a break from weed mainly monetary reasons i'm broke as hell and i'm stressed as fuck #so if you think that you want me to be your number one mental health ressource no you don't #it's kinda like asking a drowning person to give you swimming lessons