#i can’t afford to put my stuff anywhere but the exact location my monkey brain expects to find it or else it may as well be gone forever

[fatoujallovv]

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#i just spent a week in a house with my extended family and watched them leave shoes and books and playing cards in every corner of the house #and it hit me like a brick how exhausting it is to have adhd #i can’t afford to put my stuff anywhere but the exact location my monkey brain expects to find it or else it may as well be gone forever #it takes literal herculean amounts of effort to remember my medications on even a remotely regular basis #not to mention showering eating three times a day and getting a reasonable amount of sleep #i’m at literal war with myself to take care of my belongings and my health and i don’t give myself enough credit for how taxing that is #sometimes i feel like adhd is that quirky little accessory to my personality that everyone makes it out to be #but it honestly just fucking sucks most of the time #ellie talks 😗✌️ #personal #delete later