#i can honestly think of MAYBE three ppl here i'd give the url to. so if you think you might be one of them you can shoot your shot lol

[risingsunresistance]

i need to take a break but i feel like i cant aaaaaaaugh

#just a heads up i may or may not be randomly less active next month #i cant see myself straight up leaving bc i have art plans n junk. probably clips to share #but god im a nervous wreck rn and i just do not wanna be online #idk if anyone has noticed but i have not been particularly active lately jhdjdh #i just. dont feel good. just nervous i guess bc idk what else is wrong #june coming up has me sketched out bc my last couple junes have been Less Than Ideal #and im kinda expecting this one to be worse jhdkfh #if i completely disappear for a bit you can still message me if you want. i'll probably be lurking #but if i'm not then i'll definitely at least be on twitter. you can dm me there too #if you know my priv you can request but i might just kick you out jhdjdh sorry it panicks me #if you dont know it and you want to know it you can ask me. but i wont give it out unless i trust you A LOT #so dont be upset if i say no hdjdh it's not personsl it's just. it's a lot #i can honestly think of MAYBE three ppl here i'd give the url to. so if you think you might be one of them you can shoot your shot lol #chat