#i can hassle the hospital for a different counselor if i rly need it but idk maybe I'll try flying solo without landing anywhere for a bit

[piplupod]

spider bite + counselor seeming to forget abt me entirely (cancelled my appt last monday, has not phoned to rebook still, even though secretary said the counselor would phone the next day)

blinks. hm! interesting!

#but i worry maybe she like. got hit by a car or died or smth fdhdkdl so i can't be upset abt it #but also my dad said it seems almost like they're trying to slide me off their appt list #so they can have the spots open for other ppl and can report to whoever that they've successfully cured me or whatever #but i ... am not sure abt that djdksl but ngl its kind of feeling like that 🧍 #kind of funny timing though bc i was planning on maybe finally telling her abt Le Suicide Plan so like UMMMM.... HAHAHA ??? #IM JUST FHDJDKL .... BRO..... #(im not in any immediate danger dw lol it's... like. im not gonna get into it but dw abt it LOL I'm fine rn fjdkdl) #just kind of absolutely bonkers timing like okay !! i guess i wont be receiving help SBSNDJDL #not that theres much anyone can do but man i would like to check to make sure theres nothing new available to help yknow ? #head in my hands good LAOWRD !!! #i can hassle the hospital for a different counselor if i rly need it but idk maybe I'll try flying solo without landing anywhere for a bit #SIGHHHH OH WELL. the earth continues to turn !! i have art to make !!! #pippen needs 2nd breakfast #spider mention #suicide mention