#i am rereading tdt and i am overcome with the urge to kill and maim

[jeanmoreaux]

i cannot even get into the violence that underpins adam‘s treatment of his own body because this is how he‘s been taught to treat it because he never learned how to take care of himself in any other way because his body is a complicated thing, a study in survival i want to throw up

#i am rereading tdt and i am overcome with the urge to kill and maim #the rest of chapter 11 makes me violently ill as well. #‘he needed a reset button. just push the reset button on adam parrish and start him again.’ #adam parrish #trc #tdt #mish reads trc #the dream thieves