#i always hear so many stories how it’s been like an overall positive mood lifter for girls. & i Can Not keep being such a cunt.

[wickedghxst]

okay i Have to have some sort of out of wack hormones or something.

#was reading up on hrt changes and like. um. aside from the obvious breast growth my fat already goes to where it “redistributes’’ to. #like my overall body shape is already pretty feminine. especially my face. wtf does “cheek tissue gets thicker’’ even mean. #i am honest to god starting to wonder if implants would be my best option. no risk of massive weight gain. body stays relatively the same. #i am wondering if the effects on my like. brain chemistry or whatever are worth any possible physical changes i don’t like though. #i always hear so many stories how it’s been like an overall positive mood lifter for girls. & i Can Not keep being such a cunt. #although i kinda doubt hrt is the answer for that. pretty sure i need entirely different meds to fix Those issues 🥴 #idk man. overall i’m just kinda worried it’ll make changes i Won’t like. i’m pretty happy with how i look. #it’s only really two things that cause me discomfort. & i know how i am so if there’s any drastic physical changes i know there’d be issues.