#i also wanna do a nimue version of the tiefling party because

[rosecreates]

Reminder to myself for tomorrow: Write up the Nimue version of the Astarion bite scene.

#{rose posting} #there are some scenes i wanna write nimue versions of cause nim's pov on stuff is real interesting to do tbh imo #and one day if i gain enough confidence in writing astarion i wanna write a thing of how he views her #i wanna write the companions in general looking at her and just like what they see. #because its so interesting due to how she wears this mask and some companions may be able to gleam more than others into the truth #but only astarion has gotten as close as he has to seeing in some manner nim's true self #but he wont see it for some time. #i also wanna do a nimue version of the tiefling party because #'nim not feeling deserving of really celebrating with the tieflings because she didnt really save them out of good will. she saved them- #because with her rudimentary understanding of morality she presumed thats what she should do. its what makes the most people happy- #but she doesnt really actually feel anything at all and her urge wants so badly to take this chance now that they're in her camp to just- #kill them all but she doesnt. let alone the guilt of alfira's death is coming back because of lakrissa being at the pary. she also just- #doesnt feel like she deserves in general all of this and having to wear this mask for as long as she has it is slowly reaching a boiling- #point and astarion can get to see nimue crack a bit' #just. ough it is So Good