#i also think thats why shes less combative with eurulon

[protectorsoftheearth]

I'm having thoughts, about the fact that Suvi's default position when getting Ame's note is to not trust it and think Ame lied to her for their own personal gain. Like nothing Ame has done up to this point warrants that distrust, I don't remember a time when Ame has lied to Suvi. Ame has always tried to be upfront with her which has led to some tension. But Suvi, is always lying, always twisting the trust to suit her needs, lying to herself, the people around her, to get whatever she needs. Whatever she wants. I just think the position of complete mistrust towards others that have never given you reason to mistrust is such a reflection of yourself.

I also think Suvi's constant combativeness and mistrust of Ame and her intentions is both a reflection of her own faults and a result of her insecurity. But ALSO that Ame poses a threat to Suvi's understanding of herself and the world. Whether that is a subconscious knowing, or a conscious one, I think on some level Suvi knows that Ame doesn't see the world the same way she does, and will challenge her on it and whilst so far Suvi has managed to one up her and shout her down and stay one step ahead, she won't be able to do that forever. Because Ame was always wise when they were kids, Ame was always steadfast, and Ame sweet wonderful Ame always learnt so. Damn. Fast. And that is a problem for Suvi.

#worlds beyond number #the wizard the witch and the wild one #wwwo #once again its thinking about Suvi hours #suvi #suvirin kedberiket #ame #eursulon #i also think thats why shes less combative with eurulon #cause he doesnt challenge her as much #it would also be less easy for her to steamroll him in terms of i know the outside world more than you because she doesnt #aabria iyengar #erika ishii #lou wilson #these three make the best characters #them along with Brennan are just such good story tellers #its incredible