#i also have to womder how much of it just like... falins unreciprocated feelings

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OBSSESSED w marcille and laois first meeting apparently being because she thought he kidnapped/forced falin to drop out of magic school and chased after falin to save her probably ajdgdkdhd

#and now laois is her bestieeeeee 😭🙏 #ok fr i love how many things this opens up for me abt falin like...... #falin was bringing marcille all thid food as excuses to hang out w her and marcille didnt get it #so its like. while falin adored marcille she CLEARLY didnt feel secure in that friendship #which is why she jumped ship the second laois got there #i also have to womder how much of it just like... falins unreciprocated feelings #cause marcille is an elf n just doesnt see falin as a peer in a lot of ways/ refuses to because of the whole short lifespan thing #also in laois's mind falin looks unbothered but. #actually she isnt unbothered he knows exactly how lonely she was #but i womder what it would be to hear what falin feels abt his abandonment #im just kind of obssessed w laois saying 'i wont abandon her again till she finds someone better' #i wonder if falin thought laois had left her.... for someone better..... leading to her lack of assertiveness now...... #leading me to think falin would have never accepted toshiros proposal lmfaoooo she wouldnt have left him to go somewhere foreign alone #dungeon meshi