#i also dont think i have a proper jacket that isnt a cosy one.

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#delete later #new clothes came now comes the psnic attack #do i look good in any of it? no idea #do i look mature? childish? god knows bc i feel like im playing dress up in anything that isnt COMPLETELY ignorable and makes me blend in #none of it fits perfect bc my proportions are all wrong but i feel cute in it. but also i probably look ridiculous #but i can't wear a t shirt and jeans and a beanie and hide forever i need clothes for WORK #and like i got them now so thats good (got shirts and proper trousers and sone jumpers that layer okay but i cant tell if they look dumb or #actually okag and AHHHHH) #i also dont think i have a proper jacket that isnt a cosy one. #ill be fine by tomorrow im just stupidly on edge atm bc theres so much coming up and going on and this has NOT HELPED #bc it diesnt matter how i feel in something it mifht still look super dumb #logic: that doesn't matter as long as i feel comfortable #logic: i have clothes that fit the pictures ive seen of clothes to be worn in jobs that ill be interviewing for and thats all i have to do #bc the rules dont change for me and i dont automatically make things look bad or unprofessional #but at the same time i can hear what my family would say and its AHHHHHHHH #AHHHHHHHHH!!! #calm down caleb its fine. you can wear these things and feel happy. yiu can ask ppl you trust if something looks professional #at least try. cant stay in comfy stagnancy. therapy says thats bad