#i CANNOT afford another psych ward visit. like financially and my mom would kill me

[t34rdr0pz]

i wanna run with the wolves and pull the pin on control

#helloooo #so anyway #i have decided like.. i HAVE to get better i CANNOT kee living the way i have been #like there have been multiple days this months i thought i was gonna die. for real #and for some reason god won’t let me #i CANNOT afford another psych ward visit. like financially and my mom would kill me #like i just can’t. i cannot handle this. but i will out of spite #i think.. ive been doing ok for a couple days. for the first time in a while. #a lot i can’t process myself but it will be Vaulted until i can get a therapist or something #0.png #emocore #gothcore #trans #emo boy #goth boy #goth makeup